Soulmate

i didn't ask

It was already 5pm and I was sitting in the kitchen sipping orange juice. I wanted to go there, I really did, but what if I'll fall for her again? And it'll broke us both in the end? And what if I hurt Sam more? He doesn't deserve being hurt by me but I can't let him go either, he means so much to me.

It was 5:42 already and walking to the bench is about 20 minutes long, I was curious about her and about what she wants from me. I put my shoes on and my black hoodie and I started walking there.

It was 5:56 when I finally saw bench from the distance, she was already sitting there, I started walking faster so she won't be mad, when I got there I sat next to her.

"You're very lucky you made it on time," she looked at me for the first time, I could feel her parfume and it was already driving me crazy.

"Listen, I don't know why you called me he-" I started talking but she cut me off. She put her finger on my lips.

"Shhh," she whispered.

I didn't even try to speak again.

"I'm taking you on a date tomorrow. 4 pm in this exact place. You'll be here," she moved away her finger from my lips.

"I'm dating someone else, so no," I said firmly.

"I didn't ask you. I don't care who you're dating. You should date only me. We're having date tomorrow," she put her hand on my thigh.

I slapped her hand, but she squeezed her hand instead of moving it away and she put her lips next to my ear.

"Don't even try this on me baby. You know the rules, if you won't come, you'll regret it," she whispered.

She wasn't like that in my dream, she wouldn't want something I didn't want.

"I'm not your puppet, besides, there's nothing you can do to make me regret something," I didn't even look at her. I was too afraid to do that.

"You would be very surprised."

"You couldn't just text me this?" I didn't want to argue with her, she would win.

"No, I wanted to see you. I love seeing you nervous around me, it's cute," she chuckled.

"Ahh, fine. I'll be here," I said because she would annoy me forever. The part of me wanted to go on a date with her and the other part didn't. This is endless war between me, myself, her and Sam.

"Good girl. Wear something nice," she leaned closer to me but I pulled away.

"Stop," I said immediately.

"No," she said and she leaned even closer to me but I stood up.

"I'm going home, bye," I said.

"Bye baby," she smirked and leaned her back against the bench, then she moved her eyes on the lake away from me.
I got home after 30 minutes. My head was full of everything. What the hell I tell Sam? Maybe if I'll go sleep at his place tonight and stay till lunch it would be fine for me to spend whole evening with Kylie. I decided to call him.

"Hey, do you want to be with me today?"

"Yes of course, what kind of question is that?"

"I'm just asking if you have some plans with boys or something."

"No. Should I pick you up? Where are you?"

"Yeah, at home."

"Okay baby," I could hear how he was smiling when he was talking.

"Thank you bye," I said and hung up the phone.

I was walking home for probably 20 minutes, I changed my clothes and I could already hear his car honking outside.

"Hii," I said when I sat down on the passenger seat.

"Hey," he said and gave me a kiss.

We were already in a bed, talking about random stuff.

"So what did you today?" he asked.

"I took a walk near lake and I went home and then I went for a walk again later in the evening. Nothing much, what about you?"

"We were cleaning dorm and watching movies. It wasn't very pleasant but you made it better with your call. I missed you," he started kissing my neck. I pulled him even closer on me.

"Don't move," he mumbled. And he made a mistake.

"I like it," he chuckled when he pulled away. He made a big hickey on my neck.

Oh she would be mad at me.