ice princess and fire prince

Episode 9

Rosé P.O.V

It's been 2 months.

2 months since the argument with jungkook and I...

2 months since we broke up...

And 3 weeks since I found out I was pregnant...

That's right. I'm pregnant. I've been crying non stop since I found out.

I'm scared....I'm tired....I'm broken.

I know. Its my fault why I'm in this situation. I can only think what jungkook is feeling right now. Who knows, he probably hates me. No. I know he hates me. I hate me. I ruined everything. All I had to do was tell my parents about oiur relationship. But no, my stupid ass had to do this. Not only have I ruined mind and jungkooks relationship, but I have also let my own child down. OUR child.

Jennie has fully recovered. She got with yoongi. They are so sweet to each other. I know because yoongi sneaks into the ice palace all the time so that he can see her. He doesn't tell me about jungkook though. He always changes the subject whenever I ask him.

Lisa and taehyung are still going strong, as well as jisoo and jin. I envy all of them to be honest. They are all happy, while I'm here like a total wreck all because of what I did to jungkook.

No one knows about my pregnancy. Well, except azrielle and snowflake. I didn't even tell them, they just knew. They said it was because they can hear the baby. They could sense it. It was strange since when I did an ultrasound, it was just a dot. Like.......wtf. how can they hear the baby if its a dot. Azrielle and snowflake have become very protective of me. Every time someone comes close to me, they immediately go in alert mode. It was funny at first, until they jumped on jennie to keep her away. JENNIE. the girl that we have known since we were like 5. That's how protective. They don't trust anyone. Not even my parents.

I guess it a good thing because I know my baby will always be safe. I've asked them if they know what the gender of the baby is. They called me dumb. How am I supposed to know that you have to be a certain amount of months' to know what the gender is.

I have tried to get into contact with jungkook, but he won't let. I can't teleport to the fire kingdom. I think he has closed the portal for me. That proves that he definitely doesn't want me anywhere near him. I don't blame him though. It is my fault after all.

I walked down the hallway towards the dining room.

The dining room

Dress

Shoes.

I have to go down to the villages sschool, so i have to wear something formal as I am the ice princess. My hair was a messy bun with some strings of hair hanging out. I love when I get to do down there and play with little kids, but today, I'm not in the mood. I'll go down there and play with them, but this time it won't be for a full day. I'll probably stay there for 2 hours and then go. I'm not feeling that good today.

I entered the dining room and sat down on a chair that was next to my mother. Today's breakfast was icy pancakes. Its not actually pancakes made out of ice. Its just called that because it looks there snow on it by the sugar coating on top of the pancakes. Its delicious. I was eating it up like I haven't eaten in years. What can I say, I love to eat. Plus the pregnancy is making me even more hungrier.

Mother:"honey? Are you really that hungry?"
Me:"o-oh sorry mum that was impolite of me."
Mother:"it's okay, if your hungry then eat." She giggled.
Father:"Oh my chae will never change." He chuckled.
Mother:"she gets it from you."
Father:"she does not."
Mother:"yes she does, you eat like a pig."
Father:"that's because the food that is made is so good. But it's even better whenever my wife makes it."
Mother:"pfft, your just saying that because I'm your wife."
Father:"I'm not. I'm telling the truth. I love when it's my birthday because it's the only time you will cook for me."
Mother:"I would cook for you more often but you don't like me over working so you hired so many chefs."
Father:"awwwwwww I'm sorry my love come here." She went to him and sat on his lap. They started kissing.

They do this a lot. They are so in love with each other that they sometimes forget who else is in the room. I want that. They are so lucky to have each other. I finish my food and go outside of the palace to the white limousine that's waiting for me. Of course azrielle and snowflake followed me, but because they can't fit into the limousine, they run next to it. Making sure that no one comes near the car.

We arrive at the school. When I walk in I am welcomed with little kids coming up to me and complementing me.

Child1:"princess, your so pretty."
Child2:"Yes you are, I wish I was you."
Child3:"You smell so nice princess."
Child4:"i can't wait to meet the future prince that your gonna marry princess, I bet he will be handsome.."
Child5:"and strong."
Child6:"and brave."
Child7:"And perfect for our princess."

As they were talking about a prince that I will end up being with in the future, I started to think of jungkook. Oh ice queen, why does this have to happen now. The feeling of my heart aching comes back, tears forming in mny eyes. Park Chaeyoung get a hold of yourself. Save it for tonight when you are alone in your room. Don't do this infront of the children, they will think they did something wrong. I wiped my eyes.

Me:"okay kids, why don't we go and do something. What would you like to do."
Child8:"Oh princess, can you please sing us a song. Pleaseeeee. We love hearing your angelic voice."
Me:"well, okay then. I may be a little bad since I haven't sung in a while but...I'll try."

I went over to a chair in the middle of the room and sat down I crossed my right legs over my left, and a took the guitar that on ego the kids brought me. I started to play the guitar and sang. They join in with me. It was a lovely, angelic moment.

To be continued.....