Angel (Yoongi x Reader)

Chapter 19

Y/N POV:

After Yoongi left the room, I settled down a little, but the fear still lingered in the back of my mind. If he didn't want to kill me then why did he want to see me? I was so confused but what confused me more was the look in his eyes when I directed my gaze to his. If I didn't know better, I would say he looked hurt, his eyes filled with sorrow. He had left the room, turned and stalked out without another word.

Jimin had went to follow Yoongi shortly after he left, stopping to run a gentle hand over my hair, his expression turning sad when I flinched away from him again. Although he had been gentle with me the last few days, the slow trust I was beginning to develop in them had evaporated. I was stupid to think any of them, besides Dawon, actually cared about me or what happened to me. They kidnapped me for fuck's sake so of course they didn't care. It was just a way to get me to open up and try and get information from me that I didn't know.

The only one that didn't completely terrify me was Jin. I don't know why but there was something so comforting about the tall quiet man that I didn't understand. From day one, he was the only one who was ever gentle with me. He was currently sitting on the edge of the bed, an arm wrapped around my shoulder as I tried to stem the tears that wouldn't quit flowing.

Hoseok took a step towards me but Dawon stopped him with a hard yank to the back of his shirt that had him stumbling back a few steps before finally regaining his balance. "Don't even think about it. Give her space."

Looking like he wanted to argue with his sister, Hoseok finally sighed and nodded. "I promise I wont hurt you. I swear it to you."

I turned my gaze away from Hoseok, not wanting to get caught up in his dark pretty eyes or the happy smile that had graced his face the last few days. I needed to be on my toes at all times and I couldn't let a few handsome faces distract me.

Pulling myself from under Jin's arm, I moved completely out of reach, trying to ignore the confused look on his face. "Are you okay?" he asked me, his voice tentative and soft as though he was trying to calm a kitten, a frightened ball of fluff that was ready to bolt at the first opportunity.

I nodded my head with a quick jerk. "I... I just want to be left alone," I whispered, the words barely loud enough to be heard.

Jin's eyes widened in surprise before he slowly stood, almost as though he was afraid to move too quickly. "Umm... okay. If you need anything, anything at all, please let me know."

I nodded my head again, not wanting to say anything more, afraid my voice would give out on me, afraid everything I was feeling would come bubbling to the surface. Afraid all the fear that I was holding inside would come exploding out. If I was going to make it out of this alive then I needed to keep my fear kept under lock and key. If I didn't, it was one more thing they would be able to use against me.

Dawon came over and gave me a hug and I clung to her for a moment, not wanting to lose the only real affection I had in this awful place. She kissed the top of my head before releasing me. "I promise I will be back soon. Please take care of yourself."

Nodding in response, I pulled back. "Thank you. Thank you for being so kind."

"No problem at all honey," Dawon replied. Giving me a final small smile, she followed Hoseok out of the room with a last wave. I could see Hoseok trying to catch my eye, but I avoided his gaze.

Jungkook was standing at the edge of the bed and looked like he wanted to say something but I refused to look at him. Besides Jimin and Yoongi, Jungkook was the one who scared me the most for some reason. He was so handsome, but I knew those boy next-door looks hid a vicious persona that was terrifying to witness. If I wanted to stay alive, I needed to keep this one at arm's length.