Angel (Yoongi x Reader)

Chapter 38

Y/N POV:

It had been two weeks since I left the hospital and went back to my lonely apartment and my lonely life. Before I had left, both Yoongi and Jimin promised me they would give me time.

Flashback:

"Are you sure?" I couldn't stop the worry in my voice as I looked at the two loves of my life. I love you both, I do, but I... I need to figure out who I am first. I never really had a chance to find out."

Jimin took my hands, kissing the tips of my fingers. "Listen to me, my darling. My love for you? It's real. The realest thing I have ever felt in my life. If I have to wait years for you to come back to me then I will. I know there will never be another one for me so I will wait as long as you need and when you're ready, I'll be here waiting for you with open arms."

"We both will angel. I promise you." Yoongi wrapped his arms around me from behind, resting his chin on my shoulder and nuzzling into my neck. "You're it for me. Just... just please come home."

Their words were soothing, their silent strength comforting and I felt the love flow from them in waves. It was nothing like I had ever experienced and it scared me. I had asked for time because I needed to know. I needed to know this was real for all of us. Were they just attracted to me because I had been so unavailable, so broken? Once I was away from them, would it fade away and become nothing? The idea of them not loving me scared the shit out of me and though part of me knew it was selfish, I wanted them both. I wanted them both to be mine and for me to be both of theirs.

End of flashback

While I was absent from school for the weeks I was at Yoongi's house, Namjoon had contacted my professors, telling them I was sick. The lie was believable especially since Jin sent me home with a beautifully detailed doctor's note. After giving copies to each of my professors, I was given extensions on my final projects. I had spent the last two weeks finishing everything up, wanting to get everything turned in on time so I could start my clinicals at Southland.

When I mentioned to Yoongi and Jimin about wanting to finish up my school, they both had been extremely supportive, letting me know they would do anything I needed them to do to help me out. It gave me such a sense of hope. It was the first time anyone had supported my dreams and knowing they were willing to made me fall even more in love with them than I already was.

They had been respectful of my need for space by not asking to see me or if I had made a decision. However, they did text me. They were sweet messages telling me to have a great day or a simple goodnight with a reminder that they loved me. Everyday for two weeks I received those simple messages of love and it was more helpful than I would have ever believed. I thought at first they would quickly grow bored and move on after a few days, but still two weeks later and their love hadn't seemed to fade.

The other guys had messaged me too. Messages from Jin asking me if I was eating well. Jungkook telling me about a new game. Namjoon with a book recommendation. Taehyung sent me pictures of Yeontan. And Hoseok? Hoseok decided he was going to be my laugh of the day and started each day with a funny picture, a meme, or a joke. The way those five seemed to care made my heart flutter, but not as much as my two. The two who had stolen halves of my heart and were holding on tight to them.

In the two weeks I had been home, I had not heard from my parents once. It made the horror stories of what Yoongi had said about my dad selling me to him seem true, horrifyingly real and sadly heartbreaking. It was proof that they didn't care about me, didn't care about what would happen to me. I finally sent a message, asking to meet them. The message came back from my mother almost immediately, telling me to come to the house.