Luke x Reader (JATP) - barely editing anymore

chapter 40

first pov

i woke up to see the blonde staring down at me with a smile starting to creep on his face.

"hey" he said with his rasped morning voice.

"hey" i responding with a smile just as wide looking up at him.

"how was you're night?"

"it was good, thanks, and sorry again for... um- yea sorry" i said slightly embarrassed at the state that i was in last night.

"don't worry about it, you okay?"

i wasn't okay, truth was i haven't been okay for a while and in no time soon would i be okay. but right now as my head layed against lucas' chest with his arm holding my body, i felt safe.

"yea, thanks"

he knew i was lying, i could tell he was trying to debate if he should ask about it or drop the subject. he gave me a quick 'are you sure' glance, to which i responded with a nod and a bright smile.

"okay, come on, i'll make us breakfast, my parents left earlier this morning" he said starting to untangle himself from my arms that had gone around his waist whilst sleeping.

"actually, why don't you have a shower, i can show you where the bathroom is, and i'll eat quickly and then we can do something else" he said quickly changing his mind on breakfast.

as if he could see my confusion he quickly added,

"i remembered you didn't seem to want breakfast the last few times at ethans house, but i'll get you some water and advil"

i couldn't do anything but smile at his thoughtfulness as he lead me to the shower and turned it on for me, teaching me what way was hot and which was cold.

"my sister has a bunch of shampoos and conditioners and like body and face stuff, i'm sure you can find something that you like!" he said stepping out of the bathroom about to leave.

"wait, i almost forgot, um, do you have any bandaids i could borrow, or something like that?" i questioned hoping he wouldn't ask any questions.

he looked at me confused but quickly pointed to under the sink.

"there should be a first aid kit in there with bandaids and anything else you might need"

"thanks" i responded as he left the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

as i stepped into the shower, the warmth of the water immediately hit my body.

luckily lucas' sister had (favourite shampoo and conditioner brand) so hopefully i would smell like (whatever you wanna smell like).

i'm not sure if it was just happening in my head or not, but i could've sworn i heard yelling coming from upstairs.

as i got out of the bathroom, after struggling to put more gauze on my forearm and wincing from the pain, i noticed a young girl lying on the couch with her hands covering her ears and her eyes tightly closed.

i slightly tapped her arm, to which she responded with a light gasp and almost falling off the couch.

"hi, are you okay?" her breathing almost instantly started to relax when she saw that it was only me, almost like she expected it to be someone else.

"um, yea sorry, who are you?" the seven year old blonde responded.

"oh, i'm just a friend of lucas's, are you lily?" (if you're names lily then think of charlotte or something)

"yea i am" she said starting to smile. her smile dropped almost as if it was never there as we heard a loud bang coming from upstairs.

"do you know what's going on up there?" i asked softly, having the slightest idea of what may be occurring.