Confessing your feelings in the weirdest way possible was the way for Buck and Eddie.
But was it the right time for them to confess there love to each over.
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#1 BuckandEddie...
Song: You will be Found by The Original Broadway Cast of Dear Evan Hansen Word count: 683
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Both Eddie and Buck lay together for hours in the morning, not attempting to say anything to each other, they both didn't want to mess anything up if they where to say something.
"Eddie..." Buck tapped his shoulder making him look round from the grip Buck had him in. "Evan" Eddie whispered back, questioning whatever buck was about to say. "What's wrong?" Eddie speaks, sitting up slightly as he sees the worry in Bucks eyes.
"You need to go see someone again, about your anger, fighting and your emotions - I know what happened at the fire station seen as I was the one covering for you..."
"Oh, I understand - I think Bobby wanted me to go speak to someone about my anger release and relationships..." Eddie rolled his eyes.
"But I will come with you - we're in this together" Eddie raised an eyebrow before giving Eddie a firm look of authority in this situation.
"Okay okay" Eddie raised his hands slightly, "I will go... as long as your with me okay?" Eddie smiled slightly waiting for Bucks response.
"Okay... that's fine by me - I'm not needed at work today, so how about we book a session today and we go" Buck questioned looking at the time, nodding to himself noticing how much time they had today - to at least spend the time with each over, as they still had things to figure out between them both.
"This is the only time your going to find me doing something like this - I've only been to therapy once... and it didn't go to plan - i mouthed off at the nurse and I scared her that much that she cried and I got restrained because of me being 'apparently violent' towards her... but that was when I had only just come back from war - so I must of put across that all ex-soldiers are treated this way, and are shown to the world as some crazy person who has PTSD and will soon have drinking problems..." Eddie trailed on as he let out his emotions to Buck before he would have to do it again the the therapist. "The war was apart of my life... but it isn't who I am..."
"I know Eddie... I know, there is nothing to be ashamed off, you did good and now you get to spend your life with Chris, me, the 118, your friends and family - you're a true hero to many of us Eddie..." Buck smiled, kissing Eddie on the forehead before he got ready to go drop Eddie off at the therapy session.
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"See I told you... therapy isn't that bad especially when there's friends and family around you that can support you when you need them - doesn't it feel like a weight has been lifted off of your shoulders?" Buck smiled looking around at Eddie who still looked lost from the half hour session with the therapist.
Eddie never let down his walls - but in this case he had to, he put trust in some random person he had never met in his life before and he basically opened up to Buck about things he swore he would never tell anyone again...
... that including his time at war...
"I guess so - I'm just kinda coming to grips with what I said in there" Eddie whispers out.
Now this was a side Buck had never seen with Eddie and for all fairness he didn't like Eddie being his quite and vulnerable.
"Hey, you did good, I'm proud of you" Buck smiled as he kissed Eddie's forehead - which made Eddie pull away.
"You don't have to treat me like a kid Buck... I can look after myself" Eddie huffed, not appreciating Bucks efforts.
"This is what the therapist meant Eddie... he told you not to be snappy and try to resolve things in a calm manor - you're not starting off that well are you. You gotta try... if not for me... then for Chris..."
