Chapter 6

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Kierra POV

Hey y'all I'm back. It's been 10 years and I feel old as hell. I'm now pregnant with my first child at the age of 29. 29 is not even old but it is. These past couple years I've been working with Kehlani and Jada in the shop. Business has been great and me, Kehlani and Jada got good money. At the end of the day we would count the money and split it 3 ways. Everyday we would get around  20,000 so we will split that 3 ways. With me and Qua, life has been great lately. Qua and I had problems a couple years ago with his Communication and cheating. I honestly think the problem with our relationship was him not communicating with me, and that was the main problem in our relationship nobody was listening to how each other felt. But now Qua actually understands and listens to me and respects how I feel. So it's been great. A couple years ago, I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had miscarriage which was the hardest thing that me and Qua had to deal with. We don't like talking about it because it makes us both emotional so we never speak on it. I really feel like me and Qua lost our baby because we had so much going on in our relationship at the time. I was always stressed and always crying and that's one thing I shouldn't be doing while pregnant. When I went to the doctor, I found out that me and Qua were expecting a baby boy.. Qua always wanted a son so that's what broke his heart the most because he never got to meet his baby boy. Enough sad stuff. As you guys know I was helping Qua raise Royalty because her mom walked out on her, so I took over and I've raised her since she was 5. We didn't ever tell Royalty that I wasn't her real mama yet. But we will soon because she's older enough to understand. I know that Royalty probably have a boyfriend right now, but I'm not telling Qua because Qua would go crazy if he found out she did so if she does I'm keeping it to myself. Now, I did find out I was pregnant this morning while everybody in the house was asleep. I decided I would tell Qua later today because he deserves to know. But I'm not sure about this pregnancy I'm scared the same thing that happened last time would happen this time.. It's just scary.

I was doing a clients hair when out of nowhere I just got emotional. I guess thing about this whole pregnancy thing made me emotional.

"Excuse me, is it okay if I run to the bathroom really quick?" I asked
"Yes you may. Are you okay?" She asked
"Yes I'm okay." I said walking away

I walked into the bathroom grabbed some tissue and cleaned my eyes. I through them tissue away and took a deep breath.

"You okay?" Kehlani asked standing at the door
"No." I said breaking down again
"What's wrong?" Kehlani said hugging me
"I'm scared Kehlani. I'm scared" I said in between tears
"Why?" Kehlani asked
"I'm scared that this baby won't make it into this world either" I said
"Don't think like that. Have hope. Believe. This baby that's in here, WILL make it" Kehlani said rubbing my stomach
"I know. I just don't want Qua to end up leaving me because I'm not able to have a child. I just keep having miscarriages" I said
"God does things for a reason. God was telling u that when you were pregnant 10 years ago, you weren't ready to bring a baby in this world. You were going through things with family and friends. God wanted your life to be right before you bring one of his children into this world" Kehlani said
"Yeah" I said
"You have to have hope baby. Believe that you will finish this pregnancy and bring a beautiful healthy son/daughter into this world" Kehlani said
"Okay" I said
"Come here" Kehlani said pulling me in
"Can I leave early?" I asked
"Yes of course. You still coming over tonight right?" Kehlani asked
"Yes" I said
"I'll see you when I'm off then. I love you girl." Kehlani said
"I love you too" I said grabbing my things

I walked out and front of everybody to see Jada taking care of my client. I had to apologize.

"Hey ma'am I'm so sorry" I said
"You okay baby" She said
"I'll get you next time I promise" I said
"That would be great" she said smiling
"You okay?" Jada asked
"I'll tell you later" I said
"Okay" Jada said

I walked out to the car and put my things in the back and got in. I decided I would shoot Qua a text so he wouldn't think I was still working when I'm not or just get worried.

 I decided I would shoot Qua a text so he wouldn't think I was still working when I'm not or just get worried

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After I sent the text. I buckled my seat belt and headed out of the parking lot. I don't know why I wasn't having this craving but I was . I want McDonald's so bad right now. I decided to switch to the other lane so I could make a stop at McDonald's. I was HUNGRY. I pulled up to McDonald's drive through and rolled the window down.

"Welcome to McDonald's may I take your order please?" She asked
"Yes, can I have a double cheeseburger a large fry 6 chocolate chip cookies an apple pie and sweet tea please? " I said
"Okay is that all?" She asked
"Yes" I said
"Pull to the first window" She said

I pulled to the first window. Thankfully nobody was there.

"Hii " I said
"Hey, it will be $16.14" She said
"Here" I said handing her the money
"Here's your change" She said
"Thanks" I said

I drove up to the next window and the male handed me the food. And I drove off. I started eating some fries in the car because I was starving and headed on home. I just needed rest and time to myself before I see everybody tonight.

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This was really emotional.. 😭
Kierra had an miscarriage.. but she is pregnant again
How will Qua react? Happy or sad?
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