Chapter 23

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Jada POV

I was sitting in the room when Jay came in. Me and him still aren't on the best of terms so if it's not about our daughter then I don't want to hear it.

"Is it about Mya?" I asked
"Nah I just wanted to talk to you" Jay said
"If it's not about our daughter then there's nothing to talk about" I said
"JADA JUST HEAR ME THE FUCK OUT DAMNIT" Jay shouted

I jumped making my phone fall on the floor. I slowly picked it back up and sat on the bed

I-I didn't mean to yell.. I just want you to hear me out" Jay said
"What is it?" I asked

Jay sat on the bed.

"I just want to say I'm sorry for everything that I've done in the past 10 years. I'm sorry for breaking your heart. When you met me I told you I would never hurt you, but I failed you. I cheated, I talked to you any kind of way and Jada I'm so sorry. " Jay said in almost tears

I've known Jay for 10 years now. And in those 10years I never seen him cry before. I took a deep breath. The crazy thing about it is, I'm still in love with this man. After everything he done put the through I'm still in love with him, and don't see myself with anybody else.

"Jay, it's okay. Stop crying" I said wiping his tears
"You don't understand. I put you through so much. I hurt you so much and yet you still here wiping tears. If I were you I would've beat the fuck out of me right now " Jay said chuckling
"You have hurt me. But you're still the father of my child" I said
"I don't want to be just that though Jada. I want to be back with you. I wanna feel what I felt years ago- nvm I sound stupid as fuck" Jay said getting up
"Jay, you don't sound stupid." I said
"I do. I'm about to pack my shit and head to a hotel. I'll let you know when I want to get Mya" Jay said slamming the door

I took a deep breath. That was Jays problem. He never really wanted to talk about what he felt and when he did he would go half way and say fuck it. I know he still in love with me, he just think just because he's a man now he can't talk about his feelings, which is wrong. I got up and went into True's room to get Mya. I haven't really talked to my daughter about how she felt.

"Mya baby come here for a second" I said peeking my head in

Mya came out the room and followed me back into the room.

"Yes?" Mya asked
"Are you okay? I asked
"Yeah mom, why?" Mya asked
"Because you know that me and your father are going through hard times right now. I just wanted to make sure that you were okay" I said
"Mom, I'm more mad at dad right now because he cheated on you. You were suppose to be the one getting proposed to, you were suppose to have a ring on your finger also. But dad decided he would cheat on you" Mya said with tears coming down her face
"Mya, baby you shouldn't be mad at your father. Your father made a mistake. Dont be mad at him okay" I said
"It's hard not to mom" Mya said
"Look. I don't want you being mean to your father just because he hurt me. He's still your daddy" I said
"Okay. But it's just how I feel mom. You deserve the best" Mya said
"I know I know" I said hugging her
"I just want y'all happy" Mya said
"How about you go get your suitcase and we start packing so we can go home and get some rest okay?" I said
"Okay" Mya said going back into True's room to get her things

I got my suitcase out and started grabbing clothes out the closet and taking them off the hanger. Mya  brought her suitcase into the room and started putting her clothes in there.

30mins later..

We finally finished packing and had clean clothes on. I checked around the room to make sure I had everything then turned the tv off and put it where it was. Mya pulled her suitcase downstairs and I followed behind her. Kehlani was downstairs with Seven talking about the wedding.

"Not another one of my bestfriends leaving" Kehlani said
"Yeah I gotta go. Has Jay left yet?" I asked
"Yeah he said he was going to be at a hotel " Kehlani said
"You okay?" Seven asked
"Yeah, yeah. I'm just taking her home so she could get some rest before school tomorrow" I said
"I'm staying another night, I think my sister is to" Seven said
"Okay, will I see you at work tomorrow?" I asked
"Yes, Beyoncé Dmed me and said that she wanted me to do her hair, so of course I'm working tomorrow" Kehlani said

I chuckled.

"Well we about to hit the road. We live about a hour away from here" I said
"Okay. I love y'all and stay strong" Kehlani whispered the last part in my ear
"Bye bestie, I love you so much and ima call u later" Seven said hugging me
"Okay" I said
"Bye!" Mya said
"Bye pretty girl" Kehlani said

Me and Mya walked out the door and put the rest of my bags in the car. Mya hopped in the front and I hopped in turned the heat on and pulled out the driveway.

"Mom, can we get some food?" Mya asked
"Yeah baby, where you wanna eat?" I asked
" Chick-fil-A" Mya said
"Okay, we will stop at the nearest one close to home" I said
"Okay" Mya said

I was so worried about Jay. He didn't tell me what hotel he was going to. He just said that I could have the house and he would be at a hotel. Whatever he was doing or wherever he was at, I really hoped that he was okay.

I turned the radio up and made my way on home.

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