Jay POV
It's been 10 years. I'm in my 30's im getting old as hell it feel like. 10 years ago, Jada had my daughter Mya. That was the biggest blessing ever. My daughter my heart, and I'll do anything to protect her. Me and Mya on the other hand, ain't been so good. We been on and off for the past 10 years. I'm not gone lie. I cheated on Jada a while back that she don't know about. I was drunk at the club because she pissed me off one night and i seen this fine ass girl and you know what happened after that. I regret the shit I do, because no matter what I didn't want to hurt Jada I just wanted to leave and be on good terms with her and help raise Mya. But I know after the fact that she find out about me cheating on her, she probably ain't even gone want my child around me no more. I was in deep thought when Qua tapped me.
"Aye bro, you good?" Qua asked
"Yea man I'm straight. Finna go hit this blunt real quick though" I said
"Lemme hit mines too" Qua said joining me
"Where y'all bitches going?" Trey asked
"Smoke" I said bluntlyI walked outside to the front door and sat on the porch. I grabbed one of the rolling trays on the table and started rolling up a blunt.
"Aye nigga wassup wit you?" Qua asked
"Nigga whatchu talking about?" I asked
"Nigga you ain't never talked to Jada like that" Qua said
"Woman gotta be put in check now days" I said shrugging my shoulders
"Nigga you wasn't putting her in check you was controlling her... nigga what the fuck going on and be blunt wit the shit" Qua said lighting his blunt up
"I cheated" I said
"Huh?" Qua asked
"I cheated a while back" I said again
"Nigga what the fuck?" Qua asked
"It was a mistake... a big mistake I had mean to do it. Jada pissed me off, I went to the bar got drunk and ended up sleeping with another female" I said shaking my head
"Who was it?" Qua asked sighing
"Some girl I been talking with for a while.. as friends though" I said
"Nigga you been talking to other females.. I thought you was so in love with Jada and you'll never do her like that" Qua said
"Man I was. Back then I was. Before and while Jada was pregnant with Mya I was.. but now since she had Mya shit just haven't been the same" I said
"You don't think talking to her would've been a better idea?" Qua asked
"Man at the time I ain't want shit to do with her. So no" I said
"Nigga what the fuck... I thought I was gone see you and Jada get married one day" Qua said
"Me too.. I'm just not in love with Jada no more. I want a friendship and to help raise my daughter with her, but I don't want anything else" I said
"Damn bro" Qua said
"Yeah. I just wanna live life. I don't feel like being tied down" I said
"So you gone tell her?" Qua asked
"Yea, when I feel like it's a good time" I said
"Good. She deserves to know" Qua said
"And she deserves better" I said blowing smoke outFor a while now I've been feeling like I'm not good enough for Jada. Not because we always argued or she did dumb shit. I just been feeling like I'm not good enough for her. I want to do better and by me doing better I need to focus on myself and my daughter.
"Aye y'all we finna grill some burgers and shit on the grill" Legend said
"Uncle Qua have you seen my ma?" True asked Qua
"Nah, check the kitchen though" Qua said
"Thanks" True said
"Come on man, let's take your mind off this and go cook on the grill" Qua said
"Ight" I said throwing my blunt outI followed Qua back into the house. I heard the woman in the kitchen laughing and drinking and i seen Trey, Legend and Jamir outside putting chicken on the grill.
"Aye Bret grab them burgers from the girls" Trey said
"Ight" I said walking into the kitchen"I said the same thing- oh hey Jay" Seven said
"Wassup" I said
"Hold on, we got like 5 more burgers to make and we should be finished " Kierra said
"Ight" I said
"Jay I need to talk to you later" Jada said
"About what?" I asked
"It's private" Jada said
"Ight. Let me know"
"Here you go" Kehlani said
"Ight" I said grabbing the chickenI walked back outside to where the grill was.
"She ain't do the breast yet?" Trey asked
"It's some in there nigga" I said
"Oh I was about to say she know I like breast better than legs" Trey said
"Nigga legs better to eat than a damn breast " Jamir said
"On god" Legend said
"Nah them breast where it's at" Qua said
"Exactly " Trey said dapping Qua up
"Nah legs" I said
"Yall weird" Qua said
"You weird nigga" Legend said
"Aye bruh, what's going on with you and Jada?" Trey asked
"Whatchu talking about?" I asked
"Nigga everybody know something going on" Legend said
"You want me to tell em bru?" Qua asked
"Go ahead" I said shrugging
"He cheated" Qua said
"What?" Trey said
"For real?" Legend asked
"Say ong " Jamir said
"Ong" I said
"Nigga why? How?" Trey asked
"I was drunk at the bar and I was with one of my girl friends and things got carried away and we fucked" I said
"What friend?" Jamir asked
"Keshia" I said
"NIGGA THE ONE AT THE MALL?" Trey asked
"Yeah bruh" I said
"Nigga no offense to my wife but Jada look what better than Keshia" Trey said
"Exactly " Legend said
"Man I was drunk.. I wasn't thinking" I said
"So you gone tell her?" Jamir asked
"Yea when I think it's right" I said
"Yall been having sex?" Trey asked
"Hell yeah" I said
"Nigga you gotta tell her" Qua said
"I will man.. when the time right " I said
"You dumb as fuck " Trey said shaking his headShit.
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Jay cheated on Jada😭
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