Him |Zarry|

15.

Organizing my locker or more of like looking around to see Him, ugh it's been a day since that car thing, nothing happened yesterday, I've got to do something today! But what?
It was almost 10 mins of me organizing the locker and I locked it finally. I heard a shriek of laughter, I turned around it was Him with his minions and other people too, finally, my hands got clammy, I was getting nervous. I looked at Him, he was looking somewhere else I was going to look away but he finally looked at me. My heart stopped beating for a second.

He was wearing this V neck grey T with black and red checks shirt over it, skinny black jeans, converse, and his messy curled hair gwaddd he's so effortlessly gorgeous!!.

I smiled at him but obviously no response from his side, he looked away.
Ok now I know how to make it work.

I had a free track so I'm gonna use that for Him. I somehow managed to get his schedule for today, I looked up for his class. At 10am he had macro economics class, yess I could barge in that.

It was 10:55, I was outside his class standing and waiting patiently. And then people started coming out of the class, it was now crowded. Suddenly I felt a rush inside my body
What am I even doing, it's not some movie, like I'm gonna smash into him boom eyes meet good talk and all, it's stupid.
I had given up, I kept looking down and started walking backwards. I turned and ouch i felt pain in my shoulder, I was annoyed, I looked up and it was Him.

Fuxk I felt cold shiver in my spine, he was just standing there with his hands crossed leaning on the wall, straight looking at me. I felt I couldn't breathe. I looked down and I saw his textbooks were on the ground. Shxt it's because of me. I bent down, picked up his textbook, got up and offered him. He still hadn't broken the eye contact. The silence was killing me. "I.. I'm sorrehh, I didn't se.. See there" I fumbled again whyyyy.

He took the book from my hand and crossed me, our shoulder banged, I flinched to the wall, I looked back at him, he didn't even look back.
Shit, I face palmed, that's what I had not planned. I can never make it work.

Ok Z, last and final try. Although I had given up all the hopes but still I wanted to try again, I can't loose it. I attended my classes later on.

I was standing near his car at the parking lot, my last try. What's wrong with me I can't even pull out a conversation, he's right I am a loser.

I see Him coming, looking at his phone smiling, I felt good to see him smiling
Fuck he's coming here, I again got nervous, I started looking around no he can't see me I gotta go.

I got away from his car and stood near another car, I still kept it low key looking down. I subtly looked at him, he was unlocking the car, he opened it, he looked at my direction, shit he saw me.

I took out my phone, scrolling down, something, anything. I looked up he was still looking at me, the door half opened his one hand on top of roof and looking at me.
And now I can't look away I was looking deep into his forest green eyes and drown myself into them.

"What ya want" He said, I zoned out relax  u got this don't fumble now.
"Umm,, nothing I.. I was just standing, no..nothing" Great you're a loser.
He looked away, opened the door full shit
"I.. I wanted to say " He looked again, I paused "would you say now" He raised his eyebrow.
"Ya, I'm sorry for the last time, I know you must be mad and I snapped and all" I said it finally yess.
"You didn't snap and I'm not mad at you" He said, I smiled he's not mad chill.
"Oh youh not mad" I affirmed.
"Ya, I'm not just disappointed though"
He said coldly shxt that's even worse I don't even know what he's thinking.

"Go home Zayn" He said, went inside his car and drove away.
I was standing there feeling empty.
"I'm not mad just disappointed" Shxt I literally let him down.

Ughh Him behaving like that still want me him even more.