Him |Zarry|

17.

I was all giddy and elated, meet me at our spot wow I didn't know we had "our"spot.
He's just so hot, his voice is just so peaceful I might even sleep while listening to him.

I was waiting for the class to get over ugh never in my entire life I had waited for class to get over. Looking at the clock again and again hoping that by me looking at it the time would pass sooner.

Bell rang, yesss finally I got up and literally stormed out of the classroom, lol I had never done that before what the professor would be thinking for this behavior... Blahhh I don't care, I'm going to meet him!

I went to parking lot and stood nearby his car cause I didn't want it to be that obvious for others. I was 10mins early,
Ughh I didn't think that I would have to actually wait for him if I'm this early I face palmed myself.

I was scrolling down insta, double tapping, switching between the apps, trying to pass time. It's been 15 mins now, it's okay he must be busy and obviously he'd eventually come to his car, chill no worries.

Wait, what did our spot actually meant? What if he's somewhere else, umm but we have met here only last time, I'm positive it's this place only.

30mins passed, I was tired of standing, I didn't wanna move from that place cause what if he comes and I'm not there, I don't wanna disappoint him more. I was getting restless, tbh I hadn't had lunch too, I didn't feel like eating. I looked at my phone again where is he?

I started loosing hope, I looked around here and there and was bout to walk away but I see Him, I smiled like an idiot, my heart again beating faster. He was walking with bag pack only on one shoulder oo that's actually cool, he was wearing deep blue T with black joggers and ear phones on, he messing with his hair
What must it be like
To grow up that beautiful?
With your hair falling into place like dominos.

He finally came to his car, took out his earphones, " You look tired, how long have you been waiting" How can he know that?? " Umm no just 5-10mins " I said in a cool way. "Cool, get in". We sat in car, oh no last time tension rushed me cool down it wouldn't be like last time, just don't say anything that would disappoint him.

" This Niazkilam is you right" He showed me his insta ohhh shittt it was last night I totally had forgotten bout that!
"Ohh yaaa.. That's me, umm I just you know, it was in recommendations so you know sent it and.. ", " The user name is cool that's why I accepted it" He sassed ,
"Umm,, you didn't follow back.. " I said in a low tone very good Z destroying again!.
He smirked "I don't know you yet, I only follow back my friends", he put his phone back and started the ignition.

I nodded, it's okay I might become his friend at least. He was simply driving, I wanted to ask so many things but I controlled, I'm not gonna ruin again.
" Umm where are we going" I asked,
"I don't know, what else you afraid of" He
scoffed,ugh why my fears are joke to him.

" You hungry?" He asked, I nodded, " Cool then I know a place", I smiled.
He pull over the street and we got out, I was making my hair and clothes, it has to be perfect!.

I followed him, we went into a cafe "Quiches" "Pretty cool name huh" I said, he simply nodded. The interior was pretty cool, the wall was rustic dark olive greenish yet blackish color with some scrappish wall effect. There were small bean bags to sit with a round table. We sat at the right corner and on the left side there was a book shelf and behind us there was a black board wow I really wanna draw on it.

We sat down, he was sitting in a such a cool way ugh everything bout him is so perfect. He was on his phone, texting and smiling, I rolled my eyes at least talk to someone who is in front of youh.

I was staring at that black board, " You wanna draw something " He asked, "umm nohh, I was lookinh just like that" I looked down. "Here, take this chalk and draw something" He offered, I accepted. I went near to it, had chalk in my hand and I knew what I would draw. I started making some strokes, rubbing with my hands, erasing it, for a second I had forgotten that I was with him, it was just me and my drawing.
"Damn you look serious huh" He chuckled, I rubbed my forehead " Yeah I... I do take my sketching lil seriously " I started drawing again.

"It's done" I said while looking down, I don't know he'd like it or not..
"You drew eyes" He said while looking at it, " Yeahhh" I was dusting away the chalk over my clothes. "It's good..  Actually it's really good" He smiled while saying, I blushed. "Are those my eyes" He asked, my heartbeat got faster, "yyess" I said while looking down and wiping my face.

"Look up" He claimed, I did "you have something over .. Here let me do it for you". He touched my forehead and wiped away the chalk dust, his hands went threw my hair and starts pushing my hair upwards. I was lost in this moment.
I felt like a doll that he was playing it.

" Your hair looks better like this " He removed his hands, I blushed. "So let's order, I'm hungry" He said, oh yeah I haven't eaten since yesterday's dinner.
"I'd like to have a Caesar Salad, and extra dark chocolate blueberry smoothie".
Whatt a salad! Who eats salad, I wanted a pizza but I'd look like habshi.

"You" He raised his eyebrows, "umm yeahh,, I would like to have" What should I have now! I started looking for healthy items, I didn't wanna make a fool of myself. "You can order whatever u wanna, just because I'm having a salad, you don't have change yours" He affirmed. Wait,, how did he know? How can he always read me?.

"Umm yeah, I'd like to have Alfredo pasta and Coca-Cola" I said, " Sure sir, " The waiter nodded and went.
"How did you know bout this food ordering" I asked, I was concerned too for his reply. He half smiled " I saw the look on your face when I said salad and while you were ordering, you looked bit concerned, so I thought it must be because of me" Woww he a psychic or what. " Am I right " He raised his  eyebrows. "Yess you are right" I said.

"So like you always have this healthy food" I asked. He changed his position bit, " Umm yes, mostly but I also have many cheat days too" He smirked.
"That's great, I mean I could never choke on salad", " Well you'd later on" He smirked and texted someone on his phone. What did he mean by that?

We had small talks, I was quit liking it our food arrived and we started having it. He was eating it in a very decent and sophisticated manner, which was quite intimidating, I had forgotten to eat, I was staring at him. "You like your food cold" He gestured his hands oh no embarrassing, "umm yeah, sorreh".

" It's pretty good" I said " Yeah I can see that, all the cheese that you consuming" He half smiled, I felt guilty. He touched my left hand and lift it up a bit " It still looks a bit red" He said, " Yeah.. It was twisted twice soh... ", " Does it still hurt" He pressed my hand, "uhhhh"I flinched yess it still hurts!! I removed my hand.
Why did he say that, why did he even remind me of that? He's just so confusing.

"Yeah, you should stop make it into a fist"
Ohh yes, he said the first time too in the ground. "Yeah, bout that, how did you know about that social drama thing that youh said on the ground" I asked.
He leaned forward and came bit closer
"I saw you, whenever you were beaten and you'd make a close tight fist but when you see people are looking at you, you then drop it, I don't think so that you're afraid of fighting but you do mind when people are looking at you, you feel open that they're just enjoying the show and doing nothing. You don't wanna give them that pleasure and that's why you everytime loose yourself"

I was awestruck to hear that, did he just steal my thoughts, how does he even know all this!! " Youh.. How do youh even know all that" He chuckled " You're pretty easy to read Zayn" and started eating.

We were done with eating, got off from the bean bag and sat in the car.
"It was good" I said, he simply nodded.
He dropped me home, "thanks for the ride" I said, " See ya" He waved.

I went inside home, took a deep breathe and sat on the ground.