Him |Zarry|

10.

We were sitting silently not wanting to break the silence I was looking out the window.

"Are you gonna tell me what happened" he broke the silence ughh why.

"Umm.. nothing Lou I was trying to explore the town you know but got lost here" I said innocently.

" Ya huh trying to explore, getting lost" He stopped the car.

"What's wrong Z" He asked ohh godd cover it up Z.

"Nothing Loueh it's nothing"

"You were scared when you called me and asked me to come up as soon as possible" He looked straight into my eyes and said all.

"Trust me it's nothing, I was walking by and started getting dark, I heard some noises in the alley, I got afraid and I called you" He rolled his eyes and started driving again.

"Why did you go there" He asked MOM.

"ugh it was too much with dad and Mr. Skye and I needed a break".
" And btw please drive little fast now I'm already late and have to make dinner"

"Umm Zayn I think that you should pick something near by, you going and cooking gonna take lot time".
" Ok then stop at Mcd" He nodded.

I grabbed my dinner and he dropped me home before leaving outta his car.

"Listen Zayn I didn't mean to behave like a mom back then but it's just I'm worried but I'm glad you called you" I smiled and nodded.

I went inside the house hoping he won't be there "you're late Zayn" Fuxk I'm in trouble. "Yaa... Umm actually I stayed at school for extra classes and there only I did my homework so it took me some time..." "I'm sorry I know I'm in charge for dinner and I could not make it today but here's dinner I got for today" still no reply from him, he was just standing there with hands across his chest.

"I'm sorry dad it won't happen again" He didn't say but sat on the chair, I served him dinner. "I wish you're counting your 'sorrys' Zayn". We sat in silence and had our lunch.

I came back to my room and jumped into my bed my safe haven. I stared at the ceiling and started thinking of his eyes, I could have simply said no but still I went near the railings I'm scared to death of heights. How can he leave me just like that over there.

I hushed to my left side and grabbed the pillow, how can he do all that and just WHY. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but I had a glimpse of me being at the terrace I opened my eyes horrifically and sat on bed.

Somehow I felt little guilty I mean he just wanted me to show that view, how could he know about my phobia with heights.
But even after knowing about that he did nothing, he just simply left me there blue. But still I was not feeling good as if it was all my mistake and I know it's not I'm still mad with him of him leaving there. He's confusing me so much.