Him |Zarry|

16.

I blew it up again and now I had lost all the hope after that day. This slow and silent treatment always bothers me.
The school was going normally, more of boring blahhh.

I didn't see him much though after that if I would think to talk to him again.
Lol, the universe isn't helping at all huh. I went to library to do my homework, I like to study in library. The aura is satisfying with me and my music and of course the books and loads of assignments.

I got marketing book from the shelf and was looking where to sit, I looked around and I see Him, yayy lol I felt butterflies in my stomach, stop it Zayn I was smiling like an idiot.

Okay should I go and sit there or just ignore him? But last time it was him who came and sat in front of me. I mean I could also do the same right, it's a library anyone could sit anywhere, it's not just saved for him. Yes go Z and at least sit near him.

I gathered all the courage from the world and managed my way to sit in front of Him just like the last time he did, I slided the chair hoping he would notice. Nope, he was so indulged into his text books. He was studying Strategic Finance and Accounting, fuck how can I forget that he's such a grade A student, goshhh he's too perfect!
And I don't even wanna talk bout his looks, he could kill someone just by looking at them, or it's just me.

I opened my Marketing book, pretending to study deep hard and catching his look, he was so engrossed in his studies, he did see me but only for a micro second.

Again this silence was killing, I thought to do something but he's studying I don't wanna disturb him, I should wait until he'd take some break. Till then I studied too, umm that's not bad, I'm not at all studying and totally distracted.

He streched little bit okay now I should do something he was on his phone. I know I'm gonna regret it again, but I took out a paper and wrote "hey, I know I've disappointed you, that wasn't my intention and this... Silent treatment is bothering me" I folded, slided it to him and I immediately looked down at my textbook.

I was getting anxious I couldn't even look at him, what if he he'd simply throw it away or ignore it. I finally looked up, he saw it damnnn he's gonna tear it into pieces. He crushed it again what else I could expect. No wait he took a paper and started writing something.
Fuck what's he gonna write, damnn I shouldn't have done that, he'd probably write weak or loser, I gonna get hurt again.
I put my head down over the book and don't wanna look up or get up whatever.
I heard that sliding sound, my heart beat was getting faster, shit this gonna be so embarrassing. I opened that chit somehow with only opening my one eye and then both.

"You're cute" Whattt did he actually write this, I smiled like anything more like blushing, I looked at him he was smirking and I was blushing like hell.

The one hour bell rang, people started to get up, I looked at him he was preparing too, I got worried wait it can't end here.
I kept looking at him, he got up and starting putting everything in his bag and made his way to started walking.
He looked at me and said

" Meet me at same spot after the college" and went away.

What just happened I am soo escited.