Him |Zarry|

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Though I said yes to Him, but I don't know what do to anymore. He already has a girl and I would be barging in. Why does he want me though. Kendall is so perfect and they are also "couple goals" Then why me?

Also there's no point asking him this cause I know that he wouldn't answer me properly, just his own ways of dodging questions.

Dad was normal he knew that I hadn't gone for studies but to chill out with my friends, and I also didn't defend myself, I didn't had the energy to answer him back. It's better to keep quiet and listen to him like a good kid.

My body was stiff as fuck, I avoided taking pain killers cause it just prolong the pain and nothing else, it's Sunday anyways, I'll stay at home and do nothing.

I was tossing my phone, waiting for his texts which he never do. I hate it, he never texts me after our meets. Like never even bother to acknowledge me like how was it, did he had fun, did he enjoy? Nothing, for him it's just normal.

I hate his typical laid back attitude, like nothing matters to him. I don't wanna be like this, I want him to take me seriously, like have our bond together, certain deep talks, small things by which he'd remember me.

Another regular day in college, though it was different I was blushing deep inside but I also know what happens the next day after we meet, the typical next day has always been a big disappointment to me.

I crossed the alley, I saw Him, our eyes collided and I had this weird feeling in my stomach, my whole body was whipped just by his one look.

He smiled too, he was blushing as well, he looked down and started brushing his hair. Although I don't know, was he blushing because of me or cause of her.

I scoffed, but I looked back, I had too, how can I resist him at all, it's impossible for him. I just wanted his candid look so that I could picture it all day. But.

But he looked at me too, again. He was gazing back at me. I felt a shiver inside my whole body, he was biting his lips and he smirked.

Okay I'm dead.

He looked back at his group and I went inside the classroom.

Do I make Him feel the same way like he makes me? Am I even a remotely closer to make him go crazy like he makes me all the time? Was he thinking those same things when he looked back again me twice.

I just couldn't concentrate at all during my lecture. My whole brain was occupied by him. The last night, I could fucking feel him inside my bones.

Ughhh, I'm fucking missing him already, shittt I never felt this way!! I hate him.

Somehow the lectures got over, I wasn't paying attention to anything, whatever Louis and Niall was blabbering, I was physically there but mentally nohhhh.

My phone chimed, I was hoping for his texts. Pleaseeee.

Yess it's Him!!!.

Harry-
Zayn, meet me in the last block 5th floor.
Right Now.

I blushed like anything, yes he was thinking bout me.

  Zayn-
Right now??? I have a lecture Harry.

Harry-
The college is over Zayn, it's past 4.

Zayn-
Yeah, it's actually an extra class, my grades are kinds low in Finance.

Harry -
😒, don't disappoint me Zayn....

Shit he's getting pissed. Nohhh I wouldn't risk it.