Him |Zarry|

28.

It was silent, maybe peaceful, I don't know and I don't have the energy to process all that. Exhausted, confused, angry, tired, used to it or numb. All these feelings altogether just like a hurricane.

He was just simply driving and I wasn't even bothered to look at him or wherever he was taking me. I had no expectations from him now.

I was just looking outside the window, placidly watching tress, buildings, street lights. It was peace, I was in pain but at the same time I don't wanna get away from here. This is all I want right now.
Silence.

I looked at Him, he was just driving, brushing his fingers over his hair. I was staring at him, not bothering that he'd know about it.

I despise him so much, like how he's so calm and composed all the time. I have so many questions to ask but what's the point then, cause I don't wanna know the answers.

Weird, I alleviated my look from him and stared outside the window again. My eyes were getting heavier, and I was loosing my body sedatly.

"Zayn.. Zaynn, Hey wake up, we are here, come on just lil bit more babe". I opened my eyes, I was still in the car, I looked at him, he was looking so beautiful, his green eyes, messy hair. I gazed his eyes, he smiled, I smiled back.

He slightly picked me up, and that's when all the pain rushed in. " Ahhhh" I couldn't hold the pain and I let out my whimper.

"Shhhhh, I got you" I looked at him, he was struggling to make me stand properly. He wrapped his hand around my waist, he was holding my body and I was letting him to do anything.

We got to the lift, he pressed the floor button, I rested my head over his shoulder. A tear escaped from my eye, because how loose I was right now, my vulnerability was making me weak. Like after what all happened, I'm still longing on him.

I should walk away from Him, but.
Can someone just give me morphine cause I can't handle this pain anymore.

"Hey, it's too hard to even stand right, it might hurt you a lil bit but trust me" He affirmed. I nodded, not caring what would happen to me.

He suddenly lifted me over his arm, like a bridal style? I was embarrassed, and in too much pain, cause he touched the parts where they punched me.

I squealed my eyes, I wrapped my hands around his neck.

"Hey, shhh babe, I got you " He whispered, I smiled. I rested my head over his chest.

We got outta lift, he struggled to unlock the door with his one hand. I didn't care.

We got in into his house, it was dark and I felt peace in that dark. He got me into his bedroom and gently laid me on his bed. He removed my shoes, I almost cried when he touched my foot remembering how Mark was totally standing on it.

"Drink" He offered me water, I nodded, I tried to reach my hand towards it, but it pained so much, I again remember the twisting of my hand. I was having glimpses of the scene.

"Wait, I'll do it" He put the bottle on my lips, I drank a hefty amount of it. I gulped it whole out, later he drank too. I was staring at his neck, while he was drinking.

"Stop staring, otherwise I'll choke"

I looked away rushly. I realised that I should be angry at him. I was scratching my nails. I just didn't know what to do or how to feel.

Suddenly I felt his warm hands over my neck, he lifted me up a little bit and made me into sitting position.

I looked at the table, there was a cloth and bowl of warm water. I could see the fumes. He holds my hand, rubbing of the dust. He got closer, swaped my face gently with the cloth.