Him |Zarry|

25.

I felt so heavy while walking, I just don't know why am I feeling so tired. I opened the door and sat on my couch, chugged the whole water bottle and laid my head on the couch board. I closed my eyes I know you like this, I suddenly got up, even when I close my eyes I see Him and now that I've fucking encountered today's scene.

I turned on the TV, played songs channel, scrolling down Instagram. I looked at the kitchen, I was kinda hungry but too tired to make anything, I got up, took out the juice and drank it.
I just don't wanna do anything today.

I don't even wanna think bout him, don't wanna waste my energy on him. He's an asshole, whatever happened, just happened, don't waste yourself on him.

I hear a knock on the door, it must be dad, came early or going somewhere, anyway he'd be disappointed to see me at this time in the house.

I got up, I opened the door and turned back " Ya I got back early today", explaining myself before he asks me anything.

"That's how you greet your guests huh", I heard Him, it was his voice, my heart beat got uneven, I looked back at the door. It was Him, placing one hand on the wall and another on the door.
His messy hair, a fullsleeve and black skinny jeans his signature pants.
But with a smug face.

I controlled my emotions, would behave just like him, I don't care attitude.
I looked at him, "I guess you mistook the address, it ain't your girlfriend's place"
I said it in a cold voice.

"Woah-huh, nice Zayn, sassy huh, I didn't know you could do this" He brushed his hair gwad I wanna play with his hair.
I shrugged, " Well I'm at the right place" He looked at me, I looked somewhere trying to hide my smile.
I fucking wanna be mad at him, but his charm melts me.

"Won't you call me inside, that's not how I greeted you when you came to my place" I looked at him while having the glimpses of his place. I rolled my eyes.

"Come in",

" Thank you" He shut the door. I was walking towards my couch, again trying to calm my emotions, I won't show anything, just stay as cold as him. I looked at him, he was looking at the photo frame of mine and smiling so much.
Ok not as much as him but try little bit.

"Seriously, those are your manners huh, a guest has come, and instead of asking him to sit first, you only sat, and not offereing anything, that's not how you take care zaynie" He said while mocking me, I know why he was doing it.

"Umm, I believe your girlfriend must be taking a good care of youh I guess" I said in a go, you going good Z.
He smirked, he got exactly why I was behaving like this.

"Oh, Kendall yeah, she's good, really takes care of me," He looked down and smiled mischievously, I knew that smile "you know" He looked up and put back the photo frame.

I was looking down, I was getting angry yet emotional and I didn't wanna show him that, just don't wanna act like a whinny person. "Why you came early today from college?" I looked at him, acting like nothing has happened, well if he gonna behave like that, then I'll too.

"Umm, wasn't feeling good, so bunked the last lecture" I said in a nonchalant way, "And what bout the lecture that you have missed" He said it in a serious way, I looked at him, suddenly I was feeling guilty, I took a long breath.

"Ehm, that I'll see tomorrow, I mean I can ask for notes from my friend" I said in a low tone, "You shouldn't rely on anyone else when it comes to study, make your own notes and learn from that" I nodded, he was right, I acted wreckless for no reason.

He came and sat near me, I was fiddling my fingers, I didn't know what to do, all of my sassiness was gone. I got up and moved away but I felt a resistance, I looked back, he was holding my hand. I tried to get away but his grip was pretty tight, I tried again jerking it all vain, I looked at him, he was already staring at me. I took my another hand and tried to remove his hand, but he took his another  hand and held both of my hands.
I was pissed now, I looked at him with my mad type look, he was smirking. I got angrier it's just all joke to him.

I jerked away his hands with a great force, he left my hand and I fell down on the ground. "Awwuhh" I winced. He came down to my level, "I can't get to know why you always try to get away, always try to act tough, when I know, that you're not like that".

I was getting nervous, I stood up looking here and there, I don't know what he's doing to me, whenever I look into his green eyes I literally get lost.

" Umm, youh want water?", I asked to avoid the awkwardness, he nodded. I went to kitchen, filling the glass. I turned around, he was standing right in front of me, my heartbeat was getting faster, he started taking one step ahead, I was looking around what is he even doing?

"Why are you running away?" He asked in a serious manner, I was biting my bottom lips. I offered him the glass, he was still looking at me. He took another step closer, Z relax, if you'll panic this much, even he'd hear your heart beats.

"Answer me" He raised his eyebrows, I offered the glass again "water?" I said in a low tone, he rolled his eyes. He took the glass from me, took a big sip of water and placed the glass on the platform. It was all so rapid, fuck he's so smooth with all his actions.

"Now Answer Me",
"I... I'm not..running, I'm all cool, you thinking too much, I.. -"
"Oh really" He smirked, he came really closer to me, he put his hands on my hips and pulled me closer. At that time my body had stopped working, it was all acting according to him. Suddenly I felt something been removed from my pocket and he got away from me.

I realised that he took my phone from my back pocket, I widened my eyes and was smiling non stop.

"Harreh NOOO" I screamed, he can't see those photos.
"Nope this time I ain't giving you back, unless I see everything"
Gwad why the fuck he's so smooth with his actions, and why MY PHONE ALWAYS

"Harreh NOOO, " I ran towards him, he was near the couch,
"This time your real camera photos, last time was filtered ones"
"Harreh not after them PLEASE" I was trying to grab my phone, but it's all totally useless,
"Don't do that Zayn, you're hurting yourself only, see your hands" He said, I looked at my hands, they were reddish.

I looked at him again, ohhhhh NOOOOO
I closed my eyes, he saw those photos. It was embarrassing for me. "Harreh, please give it back" It was no point of sayin it to him, he had already seen it.

I looked at him, he was already smiling
"I didn't know, you had hidden such gems in your phone huh" He gave it back to me. I closed my eyes tightly, he has seen those photos, my nude photos, he must be judging me.

It was already enough embarrassment for me for today, this added fuel to the fire.
"Tell me, who were you sending these photos huh? " He raised his eyebrows, I widened my eyes, he was totally taking in the wrong way.
"Waittt whaaat, noooh one Harreh"
"Oh come on, you were sending it to someone, tell me" He winked at me.
"Harreh, you're totally takinh it in a wrong manner, trust me I wasn't sending it to anyone, I just took the photo-"
I looked at him, he was already smiling and acting all interested like I was lying
"You took these photos be.. Cause... "
"Just like that, nothing to even think bout them"

I got away from him, " Huh uhh Zayn, who knew the person who hides so much about himself would be revealed in front of me like that" He sounded so confident.

I took a big gulp, I was feeling uncomfortable, and he was making me more, I was biting my lips. He came in front of me,
"Don't worry, there's nothing to be ashamed of, those were not bad tbh"
Not bad???
"Infact they were pretty good" He smirked, he came closer, "I wanna see them again".
"Noh awayy, you've already seen enough"
I protested.

There was noise near the door,
"I guess it must be your dad, I must meet him" He smirked. I was rubbing my feets continuously.

I looked at my dad, he was putting the keys on the side table near the door.

"Hello Mr. Malik, I'm Harry... Harry Styles" He said confidently.
Why is introducing himself like James Bond, I rolled my eyes.

"Oh hello Harry, never heard about you before"
"Oh yeah, I'm actually his new friend, his senior" He looked at me while smiling.
"Great then, "
"Oh okay Zayn, you give me back my notes after you're done with it, I don't mind and yes-", he came closer, I was looking at my dad he was removing his jacket.
"Nothing can be hidden from me" He whispered near my ear. He winked at me and went out off the door.

I was standing cold.