Him |Zarry|

30.

I got up from the bed, took his clothes and made my way to the washroom. I locked the door and hung my clothes. I was having this weird feeling, he just always confuses me.

Didn't he not want me? Why did he go away after being so close? Is something wrong with me?

I was thinking all the shit bout him, having all these cringey thoughts which would make my eyes squeal harder. I was rubbing my feet. He makes him anxious,

Or maybe he cares? I mean he's right about the infection part.

Thinking about it made my action faster. I turned the shower and slowly rinsed my body, it was hot, the scratches were burning little bit. But fuck it's hella relaxing.

After the shower, I wiped my body with a towel, I couldn't completely feel my body, either it was numb or totally painful. Anyway I wore his clothes, I smiled, I don't know why, but I was blushing in his clothes.

He was damn right, this T-shirt is hella big on me,
"You'll look cute"

I was biting my lips, trying to control my smile, I looked in the mirror, setting my hair normally
"You look better when you're hair are pushed back"

I gulp down, I didn't know, he noticed all such things in me. I pushed my hair back but messed it up little bit for my typical effortless look. I saw his perfume, I pouted thinking whether I should use it or not. But I did it anyway.
I smiled.

I opened the door, and trying to close it.

"I... I'm putting my clothes down here, tomorrow when I'll go I'll take them with me"

I said it in a go while closing the door. I looked in front, he was sitting on a recliner and was already staring at me. Staring right threw my heart. I looked down, pulling up his big sleeves.

"No need, I'll wash them and gave it back to you" He said.

"Ohh nooohh, youh don't have to do this Harreh, I.. I can manage it"

He was staring at me, he raised his eyebrows, I kinda got his reaction.

"Ohkehh, youh can wash them and give it back to meh" I said in low tone, while putting the clothes.

"Come here" He demanded.

I looked at him, he pointed out to stand in front him. I gulped down. Why he's so intimidating.

I walked through it, standing in front of him, while he was sitting.

"Come near"

I stood near him, he picked my right hand, pulled the sleeves. He smiled slyly.

"I told ya, it'd be bigger on you" He looked up at me. He was looking so cute.

'Yeah" That's all I could say.

He pulled me around and made me to sit on his lap. Within a couple on seconds I was on his lap like doll. What just happened??

He carried my legs and gently pulled them up over the handle. I was again in a bridal position, which fucking weakens me from head to toe. I was feeling numb, the painkillers and especially the shower lighten my body so much. Thanks to painkillers, I wasn't feeling the pain much. I was loosing my body.

I looked at him, he was gently touching my cheeks, he cooed around my neck, sucking it and mostly smelling it.

"Fuck you smell so good, is it my perfume? "

I nodded,

"I... I just usually have a habit of wearing perfume so I.. I just used it,, I hope youh wouldn't mind" I was biting my lips.