Seasons

Love Letters

Jason,

I am forgiving you and thanking you for everything. These last four years have been the best of my life thanks to you. I know that we may never talk again and if that is the case I forgive you for all the pain you put me through. I know you will be reflecting on everything that has happened and I forgive you. You will always have a special place in my heart and live in our memories we made. Im happy to see that you are happy you deserve it after all you have suffered you deserve this. Don't push her away let her in let her help mend and heal you. Thank you for everything you helped me through many tough things and taught me so many things. How to be strong even when you feel you can't.

Your friend, crush,lover and twin flame Ava James

I sat there reading the letter. I didn't know what to feel, he never told me about anything that happened between him and this Ava girl. I looked through the box that the letter was under and there were more!

To the girl who loves him next

He isn't perfect nobody is and things will certainly not be as smooth as you  like,he is a different kind of special he is a boy a man who will love and adore you he  will put your needs before he will focus on himself.  He works hard and is always tired but he dose what he needs to do and is proud of it at the end of the day. He may not open up to you at first  and he will take a while too for good reasons. He has a very fragile heart even though he seems he is invincible deep down he is so emotional and the little things get him like animals who are in shelters. He cries a lot and will act like everything Is fine even if he is falling apart inside you need to know him like the back of your hand if he cries and breaks down In front of you he trust you and all you really need to do is assure him you are there for him even when it's hard to do and trust me at times it will be hard his emotions are complex and run much deeper than someone hurt my feelings. He shows how he feels through music so pay attention to the lyrics Of the songs he sends or plays for you he is trying to tell you something. He doesn't like to talk about his problems so don't push him he will talk about then when he is ready. He has a temper and he yells sometimes  because he holds in his frustration and all of sadness and it all comes out at once. I promise he doesn't hate you . Under all that He is the most funny loving person you will ever meet he has his moments where he seems to be losing his mind but he will come round. He will be happy then sad don't let his sad days get to you it won't be anything you have done he just needs time alone he will be back. So I hope whoever has him next loves him appreciate him most of all be there for him and never use his weakness against him.  He is stubborn and will never give up but if he does just know he has tried his hardest and has reached a breaking point. Take care of him.

I woke up alone, I walked down the stairs

"Good morning" Saige gave me the side eyes glance and looked back out the window saying nothing she must be really mad or sad with me if she is acting like this towards me

"What's wrong?"

"Why don't you ask Ava" she snapped back I shook my head

"Don't play stuoid with me.. The letters" my heart dropped she wasn't supposed to find those

"I meant to get rid of them" I lied i have tried but I couldn't at least not yet

"Right,... that's why you wrote back isn't it!" she stood up and threw her coffee all over me

"God dammit!" she stormed away leaving me drenched

I walked into my room

"I want to read all the letters" Saige  was sitting there looking at the box

"Ok, only if you still love me after" she picked the next one they were all in order and handed it to me  to read

Ava,

I have been a shitty friend to you lately and I'm sorry I just met this amazing girl and I didnt know how to tell you, I now realize the way I did was not right and I'm sorry. It may feel like I hate you but I don't. I could never hate you and I wrote this letter explaining myself because I feel that It will mean much more to you than a text. I will never forget our time together. You have helped me and gotten me through my darkest times and I couldn't be more thankful. Thank you for everything I promise you will always have a special part in my heart. I love you and I always have and most likely always will. This is hard for me too.

My voice cracked when I finished reading. I looked at Saige

"Saige, will you say something please?" I was trying to cry because I know how she is hurting

"I can't be mad at you anymore, I understand why you kept these. I have done the same and how can I hate a girl who has helped you through so much" I finally took a deep breath

"I love you Jason" she gave me a hug and I hugged her never wanting to let her go

"I love you too"