We drove down the two line highway I had no desire to have this conversation I pulled over the car I knew what I needed and what is going to be done about it, it will haunt me forever and I will never come around to forgive myself for it
"I came out here for so many reasons, myself to get my life back together and to answer you question yes part of moving back here is Ava" The look on Saige's face. I will never get that out of my head it was anger mixed with sadness.
"What the fuck!, has this whole relationship just been you getting over Ava?"
"No!" I yelled I was very pissed off in this moment
"Just get out!"
"What?" I pulled the car over Saige looked at me out of pure confusion
"Get out of my car god dammit" Saige got out looking like she would cry, we looked at each other for a moment
"If you drive away we are done!" I took a breath I had two choices drive away and let it be done or stay and deal with my shit
"Just get back in the car"
"Smart decision" she happily got back in the car acting like she holds all the power over me and she has for a long while but not anymore i'm done.
"Saige, I will take you to get your stuff then to the airport, I'm done" my voice breaking as I held back tears she looked at me I couldn't get the nerve to look at her I was ashamed of what I am doing.
The ride to his house was silent, he parked in the driveway there was dark lifted military green Tacoma parked in front.
"Let me guess your other bitch is here" I slammed the car door and walked into the house.
The door swung open in walked Saige, she was taller than I expected
"Who the fuck are you!" She took a step closer. I could practically see the smoke coming out of her ears.
"Well Saige, Im Ava" I smirked I know I should not be enjoying this but I am Saige's anger only grew.
"What are you smirking for!" She yelled
"Damn you really are a crazy bitch" I snapped back at her, she looked like she wanted to kill me
"Im crazy? I'm not the one keeping tags on another woman's man!"
"Hun I think it is the other way round but whatever helps you sleep at night"
Jason came walking through the door his eyes widened with confusion
"Hey pretty boy" I said with a smirk
I stood there looking at the scene in front of me I was in shock I can't believe Ava James is standing in front of me, I walked over to Ava and pulled her into a hug I didn't care how mad Saige is
"Jason!" I ignored saige as she kept saying my name
"Fuck you!" I walked up the stairs. I was more pissed off than sad. I grabbed my bags and threw all my clothes in it while making sure to throw his shit everywhere. As soon as my bag was packed I lugged in down the stairs Ava was still standing in the same spot
"Fucking homewrecker" I snipped all she did was shrug with that same godamn smirk that makes me wanna punch her.
"Jason, my bag is packed. You got me a flight or are you going to leave me on the side of the road...again?" I know I should feel sad but I feel is anger
"I got you on a flight at noon"
"OK, great, who is taking me?" Jason looked at Ava
"Fuck you! You are just like you fucking father?" I shoved past him he grabbed my arm pulling me back his eyes where cold and unforgiving it sent chills down my spine he came closer and whispered in my ear
"You really are a copy and paste of your mother so we are even" we looked at each other I never thought that I would of seen that look from him
"Let's go" Jason said I waited until Ava walked past me to shave her outta my way
"Watch it" she snapped as I walked in front of her making sure I move slow
I sat in the car while Saige put her bags down in the back seat I rented a tacoma. It is my dream car, I am more in love with this truck than I was before I will have one eventually. The sexual tension between Jason and I was strong there was no way of ignoring it Saige being here though it kills the mood.
We finally pulled up to the airport, my anger towards Siage has faded I am still mad but not to the point I wanna yell at her, I feel bad i'm a dick there is no denying it. She didn't deserve what just happened. I was more ticked with Ava. She showed up unannounced. A little heads up would have been nice. I opened the car door Saige glared at me and pushed me out of her way I dragged her bags as he walked into the airport leaving me behind it's ok I deserve it
"I will be right back" I gave Ava a smile
"Jason just go you have done enough damage to last me a lifetime"Saige said I knew how bad I fucked up and I knew how bad I have hurt her. I didn't want to but I needed to there comes a point where you need to do what you need even if it hurts you and the ones who you love the most.
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Seasons
RomansaEven after a year out of high school no matter how far I moved or who I met everything was still about Ava It has been five total years of loving her and will I ever get over her or did I lose her forever?
