Seasons

King of Fools

I grunted and stomped down the stairs ready to rip a bitch apart if needed

"Good Morning" Jason had a huge smile on his face, a bigger smile then he smiles for me

"Morning" shrugging I poured myself some coffee. He got up and hugged me from behind. I sighed with annoyance. I didn't want a hug right now.

"What's up?" He let go of me

"Oh nothing just that she is still here" I turned to look at him, I could she Quinn she was trying to hold back laughter

"I will just go" Quinn got up and brought her mug to the sink

"Oh how thoughtful of you" I snapped, I didn't know if I was mad, sad or stressed. Sometimes whatever I am feeling just blurs into anger. I felt like crying but no tears would come out even though I felt like I was going to. I glared at Jason I knew he could see the pain in my eyes by the way his glances softened and he became concerned. I slammed my mug down and stomped up the stairs slamming and locking the bedroom door behind me. I took a deep breath and broke down I felt as if I couldn't breath 

I stood there staring at the top of the stairs

"What is her problem?" Quinn asked in the most snarky attitude I have ever heard

"Leave" I handed her her clothes she was taken back by my tone and aggressive movement

"When I come back down here you better be gone!"

I sat there with my best friend Rachel in deep thought

"Whatcha thinking about?" looking at her with a sigh

"You really wanna know?" 

"Yes!" I sighed

"Jason" Rachel looked at me with a half eye roll. I know she is sick of hearing about him I never really have shut upped about him. How could I after all these years of loving him I can never let him go or simply "forget" or "pretend" he isn't a part of me he will always be a part of me no matter how bad he has hurt me. Any other guy I can get over but not him. 

"Go get him!, I know I have said you need to let him go but maybe there is something between you guys you do have unfinished business after all" Rachel said with a smile I was shocked by her response.

"I wish it was that easy, he has a girlfriend...."

"Yeah, but he still is so in love with you" Rachel smirked maybe she was right and I do love him and if I didn't do anything now I will never get a chance.

I walked up the stairs the bedroom door was locked,

"Saige will you open the door please" I leaned my forehead against it with a heavy sigh I knew she was hurting and must be scared out of her mind that she is losing me

"Is that slut gone yet?" she scoffed

"No" I was trying to stay calm she really knew how to get under my skin

"Then no Jason, I will not unlock the door" I walked back down the stairs Quinn was standing there

"Really Quinn!" I exclaimed

"You need your truck" my eyes widened as the car ride home came back to me

"Fuck!" I yelled as I stomped back up the stairs I could hear her laughing

"Shut up!" Quinn just laughed harder

I knocked on the door ready for Saige to yell her head off at me, she has been very calm compared to how she usually is. It is scary she must be really mad at me.

"What?!" she yanked the door open her eyes cold as ice

"I need to go get my car" my eyes shut preparing for the yelling and maybe a smack across the face i'm used to that from my dad but she has never raised a hand to me but there is a first time for everything.

  "Your fucking kidding me right now" he eyebrows raised

'Im sorry" I flinched even though she didn't move"

"Fine but i'm coming" she shoved past me and walked down the stairs making sure Quinn knew she was coming.

We all sat in the car nobody talked or even moved I sat in the passenger seat next to Quinn and Saige was in the back seat behind mine,

"Music anyone?" Quinn asked, looking at me then Saige in her mirror, nobody said anything.

"I'm not here to get between you guys, i'm sorry"

"It is ok" Jason answered I look at him with a glare he looked at me he was mad

"You know what Saige you should be thanking her for bringing me home to you!" his words made my blood boil.

 "You should have called me!" I snapped back he turned his body to look at me

"Now how would I do that if I was blackout drunk! You don't know what you are doing. I sure as hell do not remember anything!"

"Ok, both of you calm down" Quinn yelled as she carefully drove through the snow that had started to fall

"Shut up" Saige and I yelled in sync. We finally pulled into the parking lot to my surprise my car wasn't as covered in snow as I thought it would be, Saige jumped out of the car slamming the door behind her I sighed as she stomped off.

"Thank you and I am sorry" I leaned in Quinn's window she gave me a slight smile

"Anytime" I smiled and walked to my car and got in Saige said nothing 

"Saige, I love you" she huffed

"Love you too" she didn't look at me. She is really pulling this shit right now? I hate it when she does this

"Can we please not fight"

"That's all we do!" she yelled at me I sighed as I put my car in drive

The ride home was silent not even music