Jungkook Gang AU - COLORS OF SINS✔️

Chapter 8

"YN"

The voice snapped her out of her trance as her head moved up to find her boyfriend standing in front of her holding the coffee cup in his hands. She was sitting in the stairs outside their block where he left her to bring a hot cup of coffee for her.

"Thank you" She said, as she took the cup from his hands watching him taking a seat beside her.

"Now you tell me why you look so weak?" His eyes held questions behind them and she knew he wouldn't drop it till she answers it.

YN :"I told you.... I was scared and I just missed you that's it." Averting her eyes back to the cup she took a sip feeling it soothing down her insides. She had him beside her, the feeling alone was enough to make her feel loved and protected. She had him just like always. However, she wanted to cry out so badly, so loudly till all of her fear was gone.

Jungkook :"Did it make you that scared?" The harsh lump formed in her throat not replying feeling herself nearing to crying once again. He didn't push it further either and took her hand intertwining fingers letting her calm down. The two sat there in silence, a kind of silence which was not annoying nor awkward at all. It give them the time to feel each other.

YN :"What about you? Did you enjoyed with your friend?"

Jungkook :"He was annoying at first, way too annoying he still is. But yeah, at the end it was fun." He squeezed her hand talking with a calm voice not wanting to brag any of his fun, not now, not when she had such a harsh time to go through all by herself.

YN :"Stay with me, just... Please don't leave me."

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It was night time when Jungkook picked her from Café and the two entered his home. He tried a lot to convince her to take a day off the work but she didn't agree. It was as if suddenly she was being stubborn to go to work, then maybe she wanted to distract herself from everything and have a fresh start. He didn't push it further either.

Jungkook :"watch me, I am making you healthy again" He said in his proud baggy voice hanging his jacket and that was enough to hear her happy giggles once again. Wasn't he the biggest relief she had in her life.

Jungkook :"Now go freshen up I will make dinner." Stealing a kiss from her he walked over to kitchen washing off his hands and getting straight in to preparing dinner while she went to his room only to halt in the door step looking at all the mess. The clothes were all over the floor and bed. It was messy way too much as if you just took all the clothes off the cupboard throwing it away to hurriedly find one certain piece of outfit.

She scrunched her nose stepping in and started picking up the clothes. Jungkook was never this messy then made sense he was late for university today. She reached uni earlier today morning to be able to meet him before the class but no matter how much she waited, he never appeared. A sigh escaped her lips, maybe it was the guy who lived with him. Picking up everything she placed them on bed and started folding them in a nice manner walking up to cupboard to place them back in its place.

Her eyes fell on the bundles of money and cigarettes packets tossed at a side. Picking them up, a harsh lump was swallowed down her throat having no idea how to feel about it. It was not him, it was not her Jungkook. She trusted that much about him at least but his new friend was not a right person and she knew it so well.

Jungkook :"It was Ren, he smoked." She didn't realize when he approached her or till when he was standing here.

YN :" and this?" Raising the bundle of money she looked back at Jungkook who was currently quiet at her question looking at the money with hesitant eyes.