Abused by my dad

chapter Thirty Nine

(I recommend listening to a song it is called I won't give up by Jason Mraz)

*Adelyn's POV*

It's 2 in the morning and my phone starts to buzz it's from a unknown number... it's a text.

It read:
Hey Adelyn :)
If you wanted to keep you and Michael dating a secret im sorry but it won't be for long... no body likes you.... I bet he is just dating you because he feels bad that nobody likes you! Go get a better life or just die!
Xoxo,
Dani

Great when my life gets better it gets worst! I bet she's right nobody likes me not even Eli I bet he just feels bad about me....
Emma and Natalie hate me too. They just feel bad that I got abused..... but that's not going to happen for long he might get out whenever. I shudder at the thought.
I get out of bed but then I hear a banging on the front door. I run and grab a frying pan..... JUST INCASE!
Im too scared to look out the window. I open the door and I see Michael with a dozen roses in his hand. "Look I know this is a little late but I wanted to give you these. When the last one dies I will stop loving you." He says then he puts them in my hands then runs off. I smile but I dont want to. So when the last one dies he wont love me anymore?

I put the roses in a vase then I go back to sleep.

°When she wakes up°

I get out of bed and get ready for school. I am really scared because I love Michael so much and I don't want to loose him I don't know what I would do without him. He changed me.

He changed my life.

I don't want to be a scared little girl anymore. I don't want to be afraid of anyone or anything anymore.. When I got finished getting ready and doing all of the "fun" stuff girls do in the morning. I wake up Emma and tell her to get ready for school. She shoots out of bed and gets ready I sit down and text Eli and Michael this is my daily life. (A/N this is what I do mostly every day) When Emma is done she drives me too school If your wondering I don't know how to drive a car.

Remember my dad?

When I walk into the school I see Lukas I yell his name and he looks at me he waves then looks behind me then he runs......

What?

I turn around and see no one behind me. Huh? That's weird.... I run to catch up to Lukas but he is making out with her. As in her I mean Dani. I walked away because I didn't want to see them sucking eachother faces off. I try to go look for someone but I couldin't find anyone so I go to class.

°In her next class which is Spanish°

"Hola Buena clase de la mañana" Mrs.Rodgers said which means Goodmorning class. "Buenos dias" The class says. Which means good morning. Como estas" She says. (how are you) "bueno que pasa contigo?" I say which means what about you. "feliz gracias" which means happy thank you. I don't know spanish fluently but I know some of it. I had to do spanish for a long time. I wanted to do like french or something but my mom said I need Spanish more then I need french and she made me do spanish but she is really nice so I have no problem with doing spanish. She barley gives us homework and she lets us talk during class.

°End of school day°

(Start song)

I really need to talk to Michael I haven't talked to him in like 1 week and it's killing me. If your confused we are dating but were kinda doing our own things were not doing things we need to do together. It is just easier.
Speaking of Michael I see him in the hallway. "Hey Michael!" I yell. Yeah.... I like to yell a lot. He looks at me then goes wide eyes. Why is everyone looking at me funny? "Michael what's wrong? I grab his arm his eyes are red. "I messed up big time I messed up! I can't believe I messed up again!" He yells then slams a locker. "What did you mess up?" I ask not sure what he messed up. "Everything.... I'm so sorry I deserve to get beat up by Eli and Lukas and all of them I feel so bad I hate myself." He says. Oh now I have a feeling what he did. I feel tears forming in my eyes I run away I can't take it anymore.
Good thing it was the end of the day I run home. I run into the bathroom and........

Cry I cry. I can't keep having people rip my heart out. I can't let people control me I love Michael and always will I know why he is doing this. I still cry anyways.

Theirs nothing left....

But wait the roses didn't die yet.... He still loves me.... But I can't keep letting him hurt me.....

Thanks Michael for everything....

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hopefully none of you guys thought that she was going to harm/kill her self. If your going through depression or anything you can always talk to me I am always their. I know how it feels.....
I am not going to say anything else but if you are going through depression or anything else...stay strong you will get through it :)