𝙒𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙏𝙖𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩 [𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜] ✓

I love you

Minho POV

I feel misserable.

Crushed.

And it hurts.

Its really hurts.

I've been sitting in silence in this alley for several hours. My tears have run out. But I can still feel the pain in my eyes from crying too long. But for now my cry is useless. Why would I cry when the one I lined up was gone. I lost him. The person I care the most in this world. He left me. Leaving me with the hope that I can be with him forever. I lost both my light and my spirit.

But what can I do? If all this is the result of my own actions. An action that I have regretted until this moment. I really hope that person isn't Jisung. So that I can be with him without going through this problem. But I don't want to live in a fantasy. Everything has happened. There's no turning back anymore, I can't go back to the beginning, I can't start from scratch.

My phone rings to indicate if someone is calling me. I grabbed it and immediately put it into my ear. The voice of people I know can be heard on the other end. But I can't get my voice out. The person is starting to worry and I have to answer him.

"C-chan... I lost him" I stammered, talking between tears. Chan seemed to know who I was talking about so he said he would come get me.

"I'm in the back alley of Jaejae bakery" I answered very softly and he hung up on me.

I let out a deep sigh. Rest my head on this dirty wall. I looked at the clear sky but not as bright as my heart today. The world has never been beside me.

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The four of us sit in the living room of our mansion. The gloom was what appeared on the faces of the three of them. Meanwhile I just showed an emotionless blank face. I told them what happened this afternoon. Starting from me following Jisung going to Jaejae bakery to my debate with him and the most important thing is Jongsuk. They don't respond much. I know what's on their mind. They are sad if they have to lose their loved ones. And all of that happened because of me. I understand all that and I am very sorry to have dragged them into my complicated life.

"We have to tell them. Sooner or later they will also find out about this" Changbin who I know as the toughest person finally showed another side. He was scared.

"But hyung, I can't look at the consequences" Hyunjin commented and I'm sure he will never want to lose Seungmin forever.

I listen to them. But their voices seemed to enter my left ear and immediately came out of my right ear. My mind is too far thinking about where Jisung is right now, is he okay, whether Jongsuk did anything...

"Hello Felix?" I woke up from daydreaming and turned to look at Chan.

"Jisung? No. He's not with us" My fear started to grow. Jisung hasn't returned to the dorm yet, so Felix asks Chan about it.

My phone vibrates. A message appeared on the screen and then immediately I opened the message. It's the same number that sent me the message this afternoon. I read it slowly and my eyes widened at once realizing what the message meant.

"Fuck! Jongsuk got him! He's with Jongsuk till now!"

I gripped my phone tightly and was about to throw it across the room. But Changbin blocked me and took my phone. He read the message and nodded at Chan. I don't know what they mean.

"Felix, you have to come to my house as soon as possible. There is something you need to know. Take Seungmin and Jeongin too" Chan said to Felix who was still asking the reason why they had to come here.