A/n CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT THE PICTURE ASDFGHJKL! WHEN IS THIS GOIN TO HAPPEN TO ME FFS 💔😭
I woke up feeling cold and Luke wasn't next to me. Frowning, I got out of bed and I walked down the stairs.
I made my way towards the kitchen door, which was shut for some reason. I heard sizzling and voices. "I heard your conversation, Ash. I'm not stupid." Luke spat. What is going on? I decided to wait outside and not interrupt them, eavesdrop if you must.
"What about the conversation?" Ashton said quite loudly. "It's just like kayla all over again." Luke said in a harsh tone.
Kayla?
"Don't you dare bring her into this!" Ashton shouted.
"Your pulling her into your little trap, Ashton. And she's mine, so back off." Luke shouted. "What?! Why would I do that?! She's my best friend Luke!" Ashton said in the same tone. "Because you've kissed her before!" Luke said. "That's because I wanted to get at you Luke!" He shouted. I honestly felt hurt. He just used me?
"Your a fucking dickhead!" Luke shouted. "Why would you play with her emotions like that?! You know how she is, Ashton! Yet, you still managed to use her?!" Luke shouted.
"Get off me!" Ashton shouted. That was the time I had to step in.
I pushed open the door quickly to find Ashton pinned up against the wall by Luke. "Luke!" I screamed, making him step back quickly. "What are two doing?!" I shouted at both of them. "Your best friends! And I heard your conversation!" I spat, looking at Ashton.
"Why can't we all just get along for once! Why do you all have to turn it into an argument?!" I shouted. "Luke, Ashton is not trying anything, that kiss was ages ago. So I'm gonna give thirty seconds to apologise to each other." I said to them.
They both mumbled a sorry. "Jesus." I said, sitting down. "What is wrong with everyone?" I asked myself. Luke put a plate in front of me with a bacon sandwich on it. "Thanks." I mumbled. I quickly ate it and then went back upstairs.
I really needed to go shopping, by myself. The tour is in a week and I'm really excited. I can't believe that I'm finally going to be living my dream! And I just hope the mood improves. I threw something random on and then headed downstairs. I was still in a shitty mood from before.
Luke was still sat in the kitchen, on his phone. I decided not to speak to him fully on the way out, because I'd probably lose it.
"Hey ba- wait, where are you going?" Luke said as soon as he saw me. I didn't answer and I kept on walking through the hallway. He came after me and stopped in front of the door, blocking it. "Kayleigh?" He asked, his yes full of worry. "I'm going shopping, Luke." I spat. "Now, move." I said. I watched as his face fell completely. "Why- why are you talking to me like that?" He whispered. "Because! I'm so sick of this fucking shit! I just need a walk, Luke. Just please- let me past." I whimpered. "D- do you want me to come?" He stuttered, moving out the way.
"No. I'm okay, Luke. Just please stop worrying about me." I said, walking out the door and slamming it as hard as I could behind me.
Ever since I ran away to back here, my life has changed so much. But I can't thing of the good things that has happened to me, the bad are first in my head. Recently its just negative thoughts. Like I can't even remember the good times.
I can't really express how grateful I am for my life. I've nearly had it taken away from me 3 or 4 times! But very time I come back, stronger. Now that everything's back to normal again, I'm going to get my life back on track. And I'm really excited for the tour.
