Song for this chapter:
Lying is the most fun- Panic! At the disco
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I woke up and decided to go out with the boys today because I haven't even out with them in ages! So Luke was out, seeing his parents and the rest of the boys & I were out shopping. The day was really funny, we ended getting kicked out from hot topic because of Calum and Ashton hiding in the clothes rackets.
We stumbled through the doors, laughing, when we found that no one was home. Chelsea was here when we left and she was unusually quiet, like she was thinking about things... Luke wasn't here too and we'd been gone the whole day. It was now 9, and I was really tired so I went off to bed.
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I woke with a frown on my face because Luke wasn't laying next to me. I called him but it only went to answer machine. "Fuck!" I exclaimed, walking downstairs. "Guys, have you seen Luke?" I said, getting a bit worried. I turned to the boys, who were playing video games. "No we haven't. No sign of Chelsea either." Ashton said, while trying to call her, only for it to be put through.
Lukes p.o.v
I don't even know why I drank. I was just so.. unhappy. Kayleigh went off with the boys being all giggly and shit with them. But I was at a mates party and Chelsea showed up, we bagan talking and that's all I can remember.
I woke with my head pounding from last night. I shot up in my bedcovers, only to realise I was in someone else's room. I was.. naked? I looked to the right of me only to see Chelsea, snoring softly.
What.
The.
Fuck.
Have.
I.
Done?
I watched in pure shock as her eyes fluttered open.
"Hey babey.." Chelsea said. "Shut the fuck up! What the fuck is this?! Your such a bitch, you knew I was too pissed out of my head last night!" I shouted at her, getting my clothes on. "You didn't say that when you were screaming my name boo.." she said. "Oh shutup! And by the way, your little stay is over. You stuff will be outside." I said to her while slamming the door. I'm suck a dick.
I didn't go home for a while, I was panicking, trying to figure out what to say.
My heart was racing and my head was reeling.
How could I hurt her like that?
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Kayleigh's p.o.v
Chelsea came storming through the house, and getting her stuff.
"Where have you been?" I said to her. "Out." she said while smirking. "What did you do?" I asked her.
"Oh nothing... just tell Luke that I took a morning after pill so he doesn't have to worry..." she smirked.
My blood ran cold.
My head was spinning.
I was frozen to my spot.
All of the boys jaws were dropped, including my own. She slammed the door, leaving me stood there.
The boys all had the same expression as me.
I couldn't move.
This can't be true.
"Hey babe." A voice said. My head snapped towards the doorway where Luke was stood. He walked up to me, going to kiss me but I quickly backed away from him.
"Don't touch me. I'm not yours anymore." I said backing more away from him.
"What? What are you taking about?" He asked, clueless.
Tears of anger were now brimming in my eyes.
"Listen to yourself, what kind of boyfriend takes his girlfriends virginity and then goes and sleeps with another girl?!" I shouted.
The whole house was dead silent.
Luke went pale.
"Kay-" he stuttered, tearing up as well.
"No.. save it Luke. I can't deal with your bullshit excuses. I'm out of here." I said.
"Kayleigh please I was really drunk and I had no idea that I did that with her!" Luke pleaded.
I just shook my head and picked up my bag. I turned to open the door when Luke got down on the floor, hugging my knees. "Please don't go... You're all I want!.. You're all I have!..."
(yes I did just quote ahs bc I can)
He looked up at me, his eyes boring into my own.
"I can't do this Luke. It kills me to have to say this, but we're done.. I've already been broken once, now I'm fucking shattered!" I shouted, tears flowing down my face.
"No. no... no.... you can't do this to me, I just got you back and now you're leaving?" He sobbed.
"Luke, you cheated. You brought this upon yourself.." I said, wiggling out of his grip. And stepping out the front door. I grabbed him and kissed him one last time. "Goodbye Luke.." I said to him, before walking away.
I didn't know where I was going, but tears were streaming down my face, and I was going past the speed limit.
My hands were shaking like mad and the song of the radio wasn't helping.
I called the only people I knew who would let me stay.
My dad and Juliet.
I drove to my parents house and told them everything. I stayed there for a long time , battling depression once again.
I began cutting myself again. I know it's wrong but it helps relive pain from me. But I still have one of his shirts and I sleep in it every night.
Luke wouldn't stop texting me and calling me though. So, I got a new phone and a new sim. The boys would call me as well sometimes, but that stopped when I got my phone.
I really hate to do this to all of them; but I need some time alone to figure out what I want to do.
Luke's p.o.v
It's been three weeks since I fucked up everything I've ever wanted. The boys act different around me now, I haven't been out of the house. Right now I'm lay in my room, crying again. They boys wanted me to come out with them for a drink but again I declined.
I walked into her room to look for my favourite shirt. I stopped at the doorway, looking that everything was still in the same place as it was the day she left. Tears were welling in my eyes as I looked around the room. "Luke..." someone whispered, standing there. My head shot up to find the girl I was crying over, stood in the doorway.
Kayleigh's p.o.v
I had to see him. I can't handle this. I've been really bad this week, and I'm going insane. I got Luke's shirt, as I needed an excuse to talk to him. I was thinking and I wanted to move back inquiry the boys, as my mum was being really moody lately, and she was charging me for staying!
I drove to the apartment as fast as I could. I practically jumped out of the car. I belted up the stairs to find him in my room. I hid behind the doorway to hear him crying. He missed me as well?
"Luke..." I said softly. His head shot up to me. His eyes were red and puffy. He had huge dark circles underneath them. Mine also had them, but I used makeup to cover them.
"Why...why are you here?" He stuttered, blinking a few times. "Er I came to say that I'm moving.. back" I said. "Your moving back?" He stuttered again. "Yes. My dad is charging me to stay at his house. And I've missed you.. guys." I said, trying to cover up.
"I've missed you too.," Luke trailed off. I didn't know what to say next. It was just.. weird seeing him again.
And especially if he's crying. "Oh. er.. here's your shirt.." I said, holding the shirt out for him to take. "Oh.. it's alright, you keep it." He said. "Thanks." I smiled. There was a silence until he walked out. That was hard.
Hey. I know a lot happens in this chapter, but eh, what are you gonna do?❤️
