My killer, My husband (ON-HOLD)

Chapter 39

Silent night...

The darkness and emptiness of my room together with the shining light of the moon that rises above. The silent breeze of the wind that flew my curtain away with my hair. I couldn't help but to feel calmness within me.

Staring in front, made me wonder of everything. So many questions seeking for answers running, flowing through my mind.

This life. What I have... right now. Would I still have this amazing life if Mom and Dad didn't adopt me?

Or would I live a poor helpless life together with my real family. Well atleast in that case I'm with my real blood.

But I wouldn't have gotten to school if it weren't from Mom and Dad.

If I have been with my real family I surelly won't meet My Man.

Zetheo Adam Martinez.

And now that I mentioned his name... pumasok nanaman sa utak ko ang nangyari kahapon! Sobrang nakakahiya!!

Yes I know. I've done many embarassing things in front of him but what happened yesterday night was way too much.

Kung tatanungin ako kung ano 'yun. I would better shut my mouth but...

"Let's go home already. You're drunk." He said pleadingly, gently, softly.

I glanced at him. His beautiful face welcomed me. Napakadaya! Anak mo 'rin naman ako Dios ah! Ba't siya lang maganda mukha!?

Living my life until now. I'm confident about my face, my beauty. Pero staring at his right now. Make me want to be eaten by the ground.

Hindi ko namalayan sa pagtitig ko ay hinawakan ko na pala ang kanyang mukha na ikinagulat niya. I laughed.

I gently tapped his face. Until i slapped him hard!

"Ikaw! Napakapanget mo! Ang daya!" Sabi ko at kumawala sa bisig niya. I distanced myself from him at pinagdirian siya, as if he had some a contagious virus.

Timitigan niya ako naa parang nababaliw. Hindi maipinta ang kanyang mukha. I don't know if he wants to pee or poop.

"W-what?"

"Ang panget mo!"

"O-okay. I'm panget pero anong madaya?"

"Ang daya kase ang panget mo!"

His brows got creased more.

"Diba you must be grateful because you're born... beauty? While me I'm n-not?"

Hirap na hirap siyang sabihin ang huling salita. At itinanong pa niya iyon.

"Hindi! Ang daya! Ang ganda ganda mo! Tapos ako hindi! Parehas lang naman tayong tao! We're both breathing, living a life, but I don't have that pretty face..."

"Baby... let me remind you. You are pretty gorgeous. You have that beautiful face that everyone must envied." He said. Catching my arms and pulled me close to him.

"We all have a beautiful face, baby. Everyone does. We all have unique kind of beauty and so do you. Don't be envious with others. You're pretty and gorgeous and beautiful not just in your outer appearance but also what's inside you."

Napatunganga ako sa kanya sa pagkamangha. I'd never expect that a man like him has this kind of perspective.

Oh yeah! Sabi nga nila "Never judge a book by it's cover."

Pero maiba tayo. Para kasi siya yung tipong lalake na sa sobrang ganda ng mukha ioagyayabang niya na 'yon at i-papafeel sa iba na wala ng makapantay pa sa kanya.

"Baby, I'm not that shallow." Mapait niyang ani habang unti-unti akong binibitawan.

Did he just hear my thoughts? Or am I that transparent towards him?

"Let's go. It's getting late." Malamig niyang sabi sa akin at tumalikod sa akin.

I waited for him to walk first but minute passed he didn't moved.

"You go first." Dinig kong sabi nito. Pero kagaya kanina, malamig pa 'rin ito. Does being called 'shallow' is that painful?

I guess?

Tinignan ko siya at naglakad na patungo sa parkinh area where his car were parked. Seconds later I heard hjs footsteps following me.

I know he's kinda angry but I can't help but to smile. How gentleman his action is, he really wants to make sure that I'm going to hop in his car safely.

Ng makarating na ako sa sasakyan niya ay hinarap ko siya ng may malaking ngisi sa mukha. He watched me smiling widely to him but the bastard just stared at me while raising his brow.

"Don't assume, baby. Don't. Just don't." He said coldly.

Haha! Pabebe ka pa! Parang hindi totoo eh!

Ah basta! I'm gonna stick into what I'm thinking at tsaka! Wala naman akong sinasabi ah? Ang sabihin mo guilty ka lang!

Napailing-iling ako sa iniisp ko. And opened his frontseats's door. Before I even close the door I heard him saying this words frustratingly that made me laugh.

"For God's sake please help this child!"

He really cares for me!

Well, it wasn't that embarassing at all. Rememebering that night may be a bit embarassing for me but I can't help but to smile. It's one of the best night that happened to me.

Whatever bad happened to my life right now. I'm still lucky to meet the cold, intimidating Adam.

He's one of the best thing that happened to me.

I can't help but to smile widely like an idiot thinking that I might going to fall for him.

Now, I won't deny that the first time I saw him. He really captured my eyes. His appearance caught my precious eyes. But his personality amd attitude captured me and my... heart.

But..

I should stop this feeling.

Yeah, I know he kissed me. But, maybe, like me, when I was still on New York, it was just all for fun and nothing serious. What if that was all for my experience?

Hindi naman maitatanggi na mukhang marami na siyang naka hook-ups. And maybe I'm one of them.

But for the short time I've been with Theo. I could tell that he isn't someone that I'm currently thinking.

His actions are saying the other way around. His gentle and soft towards me. His actions are telling me that he loves me.

But...

There's no words to confirm it.

As what they say...

Actions is way more better than words but actions without words are confusing.

Because there's no assurance. And I need that.

But what the f!

Why am I thinking this kinda of matured stuff!? I should go to sleep right now and relax my mind. And stop thinking my ming with those kind of thoughts.

Aerah Liz always keep on mind that you're still a 15 years old girl.

Yeah right! I'm still fifteen and his 5 years older than me.

And maybe she's just being gentle to me because I'm still young. And that kisses he gave? Maybe it was just a friendly kiss.

Ahhh! This is bothering me and I should go to sleep.

A/N:

         I'm back with another two updates, I apologize for being inactive for how many months and leaving this story hanging. I may not look like it but swear I'm drained by this school year:))

Have a nice day ahead! Thank you for always reading<33