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Song To Listen To When Reading- Is That Alright? by Lady Gaga
Y/n's Pov Late period. It really could only mean one thing. Along with morning sickness and the cravings, it lead to a single conclusion. I was most likely pregnant.
Of course i know who the father is. It has to be the only person i've ever had sex with, JJ, my boyfriend.
Thoughts raced through my head. What if he doesn't want a child? We're only sixteen, what will my parents think? What if he leaves me...
A walked to the drug store and zoomed to the pregnancy test aisle. I picked up two brands, just to be sure. The cashier looked more concerned than judgmental. I mean look at me? I'm a sixteen year old girl, rushing to find out if i have a human growing inside of me.
*^*^*^* I got home and gulped a glass of water down. I walked to my bathroom, tests in hand. I quickly took them and set a timer. Anxiety coursed through my veins as i heard my phone ding, indicating i got a message. Probably Kiara reminding me of my shift at The Wreck tomorrow.
The timer went off and slowly i pulled myself off the bathroom floor, and quickly shut my eyes as i flipped the tests over. Scared to open my eyes to come face to face with a reality i had a hunch about was ready to unleash itself. I opened my eyes and read them.
Positive.
I'm carrying a baby. I am carrying JJ Maybank's baby, to be specific. I smiled slightly, but it was soon replaced with tears silently rolling down my face. I've decided one thing for sure.
I don't care what happens, i already love this child even if it wasn't planned. I just hope JJ will too.
I hear him open my front door downstairs. "Y/n? Baby where are you" he called out as i heard him drop his bag. Shit. I forgot he was coming over. I wiped my tears and shoved the sticks in my pocket.
"Hey J" i said as i walked down the stairs with a smile plastered on my face. He turned around smiled at me,"There's my girl" he said giving me hug.
"JJ there's something we need to talk about" i said as i led him to the couch. "You aren't breaking up with me, are you" he said sitting down. "What? No but this is really important. And i'm a big believer in actions speak louder than words so here" i said as handed him the test. He, like me, had a smile that quickly faded.
"Are you...pregnant" he said laying the tests down. "Yeah i am" i said laying my hand on his leg. "Is it mine" he said looking at me. "Yes of course it yours JJ" i said with a small smile. "No i...we can't-Y/n we're only sixteen i mean" he said, leaping to his feet as he tugged his blonde hair.
"Look JJ,baby, believe me i know but we can do this together an-" "Y/n this isn't real this is a joke right" he said as he stopped in front of me. "No bub it's not" i said looking at the floor.
It happened within a matter of seconds. First he was there and then i heard the front door open and slam, and then i look up;and he's gone.
I broke down sobbing right there in my living room. All my worries. All my fears. They had now come true. I need him. Its his child too. How could he just run away like that?
My phone started to ring and i prayed it was JJ calling to tell me to meet him so he could apologize, but it was just John B. I answered it and quickly pressed it to my ear.
Y:Hey Jb. J: Hey shortstack. Is everything alright between you and JJ? Y: Not really but i can't really tell you why yet. J:That's fine but i just wanted to see if you knew why he came in and stormed off to his room, and locked himself in there. Y:I'll be over in 10 if that's ok J: You already know it is Y: ok thanks John B. Text me if he comes out. J:will do
and with that i hung up. I went out to my car and drove as fast i could to the chateau.
I walked in and went straight to where JJ was. I knocked, because it was locked, and i got no answer. "JJ? Please just open the door" i said with my forehead pressed against the cool wood of the door. "I can't" he said and he sounded broken. Like he was crying.
"J, babe, please we need to talk about this. But you have to let me in first" i said, hopefully i could convince him to unlock the door. I heard movement and the click of a lock. I opened the door and i was met with JJ, sitting on the bed, his hair all messy from pulling at it, and a couple dried tears on his face.
"Look i know this wasn't part of our plan. But we need to realize that this is happening" i said as i walked towards him. Still, he was silent. "I understand if you don't want to be apart of their life bu-" "It's not that i don't wanna be apart of their life. I do. It's just what I might do during their life" he said looking at me. "What do you mean bub" i said walking closer to him, wrapping my arms around him as he rested his head on my stomach that had not yet swollen.
"What if i end up like him" he said quietly. He turned his head so his chin was resting against me,"What if i end up like my dad". Those words broke my heart. It's not that he didn't want the baby. It's that he didn't want to be like his dad.
"JJ, you could never be like him. You're gonna be a great dad ok? You're too sweet to end up like him" i said as i stroked his cheek. He smiled at me in return.
He pulled me down onto the bed and close to him. "If it's a boy, can we name him JJ junior" he asked me. "No absolutely not" i said while giggling.
