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I wore makeup when we dated 'Cause I thought you'd like me more If I looked like the other prom queens I know that you loved before
I never really thought much about my appearance until i started dating JJ. I mean who am i kidding have you seen some of the girls he's been with! I wanted to be pretty like those stupid prom queens so i started wearing make up. It wasn't my favorite thing but sometimes we have to sacrifice our happiness for others.
Tried so hard to be everything that you liked Just for you to say you're not the compliment type
I gave it my all to be exactly what he wanted. I did so much for him and then goes and says well I'm not the compliment type. What a douche. But i love that douche. I wish i didn't.
And I knew how you took your coffee And your favorite songs by heart I read all of your self-help books So you'd think that I was smart
I knew more about him than he thought i did. Like the one time i went and got us coffee, he was surprised that i knew how he likes it. Or when we were in the car and his favorite song came on, it caught him off guard that i knew the words. I did so much to try and impress him. i even read the self help books kie got him so he'd think i was smart. but it still wasn't enough.
Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me I knew from the start this is exactly how you'd leave
God i can't believe this. He had me wrapped around his finger. But deep down i knew he would always leave. in the end, he would be slowly breaking another girl's heart. He already is.
You found someone more exciting The next second, you were gone And you left me there cryin', wonderin' what I did wrong
He left me for her. He found someone more exciting so what did he do? He left. Its like i blinked and he was gone. So i sat crying for days wondering what did do? Where did i go wrong?
And you always say I'm never satisfied But I don't think that's true 'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough for you And all I ever wanted was to be enough for you
JJ Maybank never left without a fight first. I learned that before he left me. We screamed at each other for a good hour before he left. The things he said to me hurt but one really stuck out. That i'm never satisfied. I don't think that's true. I just wanted to be enough for him. That's all i ever wanted.
And maybe I'm just not as interesting As the girls you had before But God, you couldn't have cared less About someone who loved you more
I always doubted myself. Maybe he needed someone more interesting like the girls he had before. I mean i'm really just average. like every other girl. how is that interesting. its not. But still he could've cared more. He never gave a shit about me. The ony thing that makes me different from those girls is i actually care about him.
I'd say you broke my heart But you broke much more than that Now I don't want your sympathy I just want myself back
To say that JJ left me heartbroken would be an understatement. He ruined my life. After we broke up i was hurting so bad that i never left the house. I was miserable, and for what! He heard about how i was doing from the pogues and stopped by basically told me how sorry he felt for me and that because he was happy and moved on, found someone new(y'all catch what i'm throwing;)) that i should too. i slammed the door in his face. I don't want his sympathy, i just wanna be back to my old self.
Don't you think I loved you too much to be used and discarded? Don't you think I loved you too much to think I deserve nothing?
I don't deserve this. I've given him too much. I don't know who's more stupid, me or him. I loved him too much to be chewed up and spit back out. I shouldn't be feeling sorry for myself when its his fault i feel like this. He just left. It was nothing i did.
But don't tell me you're sorry, boy Feel sorry for yourself 'Cause someday I'll be everything to somebody else
Usually when some breaks up with some one they say 'I'm sorry'. he did. the difference is he, like most people, didn't mean it. In reality he should feel sorry for himself. Because someday i'll be enough for someone else. I'll be they're everything. Something i never was to JJ.
And they'll think that I am so exciting And you'll be the one who's crying
They'll be nothing like JJ. They'll think that i'm so interesting and exciting. He'll be in the position i'm in right now. He'll realize what he gave up for some bimbo Barbie.
Yeah, you always say I'm never satisfied But I don't think that's true You say I'm never satisfied But that's not me, it's you
Its him. It was him all along. He's never satisfied. Its clear, i mean he did leave me for some other chick. Its not fair.
'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough But I don't think anything could ever be enough For you, enough for you, oh-oh No, nothing's enough for you
