15. "You're a 2-faced whore you know that" 45. "Breathe in and out baby that's it" !DON'T READ IF PANIC ATTACKS TRIGGER YOU!
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Song To Listen To When Reading- when the party's over by Billie Eilish
Y/n's Pov I was on my way to the chateau to meet my boyfriend, JJ, and our friends. As i walked down the street is saw Topper coming my way. I rolled my eyes as we walked towards me. "Hey Y/n" he said as he grabbed my arm to keep me from walking away. "Hi topper" i said in an exhausted voice. "Hey what's wrong? I bet i could make it better" he said as he put a hand on my shoulder the other on my hip.
"Topper, go away" i said trying to break free. "Oh you gonna run off to you little pogue boyfriend? No, baby listen i can make you feel so good an-" i cut him off with a harsh slap on the face. "Stupid bitch" he said as he walked away. God i hate him. I kept on walking to John B's hoping to maybe see Kie since she should be getting off work soon. But i didn't.
"Oh look there's the princess now" JJ said as he angrily walked outside. "Hello to you too i guess" i said to him. "Kie said she saw you and Topper getting all handsy outside of the wreck" he said taking a step towards me. "What! No JJ i-" "Save it Y/n. I knew you would always run to some god damn kook. I don't know what's worse, you and topper or the fact you lead me on" he yelled in my face. "JJ please just listen to me. Let me expla-" i tried to say before he cut me off. "No. You know why, because you're a 2-faced whore you know that. I knew it from the start" he shouted. His words stung like venom.
I pushed past him to get out back to ask John B if he could give me a ride home. He agreed and we walked towards the van. JJ, Kiara, and Pope looked at us. The ride was silent. I thanked him and ran into my house. As soon as i was in my room i broke down crying. How could he say that to me? I hate topper. How did he even- Kie. She probably saw everything. So why didn't she tell him i slapped Topper.
I sat there crying for 20 minutes. My lungs started to ache as my breath quickened and soon i could hardly breathe. Shit. No no no. JJ is the only one who can help me calm down and he's mad at me. I heard doors open and shut and feet running up the stairs. A knock on my door was followed by the door swinging open. JJ took a single look at me and knelt down and pulled me into him. I wasn't gonna fight it. "Hey Hey i'm here. It's ok baby. You're ok" he said in an attempt to calm me down. Spoiler alert: it wasn't working.
"Shhh breathe in and out baby that's it" he said as he stroked my arm with his thumb. My breathing slowed down and after a few minutes i was somewhat back to normal. "I'm sorry i-" "Why are you apologizing? Baby this is my fault ok. I should not have ever said that about you. Kie told me what happened and how you slapped him. You have know idea how bad i feel love. I am so so sorry. It's alright if you don't wanna be with me anymore i underst-" i quickly kissed his slightly chapped lips.
"JJ thats not it. That's not it at all. I love you. I love you so much that i can't even put it into words. Leaving you never once crossed my mind" i said as i straddled him and caressed his face. "I love you ok" i said to him, both of us had tears in our eyes. "I love you too"
