High school Sweethearts - Niragi

Chapter 7: Falling in love with feeling

Are you falling in love?
I've the feeling you are                    
Are you falling in love?
With a feeling

(another song to get you into the mood of the chapter or to listen to while reading (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

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I faceplanted myself onto my bed.

What did I do? What did I do? What did I do? What did I do!

I turn around on my back and hide my face in my hands in shame.

"ugh Y/N you're so stupid!". I kissed Niragi. Why? I don't know either.

"It was just curiosity right? I was just curious! Nothing more..". I'm not even sure what is even going on inside my head anymore. One time I'm just trying to mess around and the next thing I know is I'm  falling into this pit of useless emotions that I can't seem to push away. Why did I have to make things awkward for us now? Good job Y/N!

Now seriously Y/N, are you really just curious or are you actually giving in? you're constantly thinking about him, your heart is fluttering, you know it's more than just curiosity..

Whatever why do I even care so much.. let it go it doesn't matter!

---------------------- Niragi pov ----------------------

I sat down on my bed.

"What in the world just happened?". Was I dreaming or-? Did that actually happen?

So many thoughts ran through my confused mind as I went over what happened when we were hanging out. She really... kissed me? Why? Does she like me? But why tho?

-FLASHBACK-

I noticed she was staring at me again. "what's wrong? Don't you want to watch the movie?".

I tried to figure out what she was thinking by reading her facial expression but it didn't show much. Why does she zone out so much? I was going to ask her again but before I could get any word out of my mouth,

her lips were already attached to mine.

My mind went blank for a second, until she pulled away. I could physically not get any words out of my mouth, as I sat there in disbelief. She turned back to the screen and continued to watch the movie that was playing. And like that, we didn't say a word anymore, until she left.

"Should I've just kissed her back? Damnit why couldn't I do it!". I buried my face into my pillow.

I'll do it Monday. It's either now or never, I can't chicken out again!

---------------------- Y/N pov -----------------------

It was noon again, time to face him.

Or should I just not go? No that's just rude. I swear I'm so frustrated with myself. Just get yourself together and GO.

And I went.

I stood there, my hair slightly flowing around due to the cool breeze, seeing him already sitting where we usually meet in the distance, afraid to walk up to him.

Just go

I walked over and took a seat next to him. He greeted me with a sweet smile and I felt somewhat reassured again.

"Hi", I greeted him.

-"Hi", he said back.

"Uhm about Friday I uh-".

-"No it's okay I know you probably didn't mean it", he said reassuringly, but I could hear the uncertainty in his voice.

"Niragi I...", he suddenly looked me right in the eyes.

"never mind..". I just couldn't do it, I couldn't get any meaningful words out. I wanted to let him know how I actually think, but I just, felt scared, and I didn't like it.

I looked him straight in the eyes as well. As I scanned his facial features from top to bottom my eyes rested on his lips. Oh how I want to feel those again, his on mine. I don't know where this desire came from, but shouldn't I just suppress it? My eyes went back to his.

He then took your face in his hand and pressed his lips onto yours, which took you by surprise, but then you just let your lips melt onto his. It felt as if the whole word around you just disappeared, and you two were the only ones left, not having to worry about anything else anymore, about any bullies, school, nothing.

It felt good, and i don't want to stop feeling like this. Oh I could become addicted to this feeling, A feeling I wouldn't want to suppress. A feeling of safety in his presence, a feeling of comfort, a feeling of attachment, I did feel it. I felt it for him.

He pulled away and looked you back into your eyes cupping your face.

-"I like you Y/N, You"

I was scared to admit it. Am I falling in love? With a feeling? With him?

"Niragi", I paused "I feel something. Something for you." He smiled in relief, while he stroked a piece of your hair behind your ear. At this moment your heart was beating as if you were running a marathon, but at the same time you felt such comfort. You pecked his lips one more time.

"We should start eating shouldn't we?"

-"of course".

You both finished as soon as the bell rang, cleaned up and went back down together. The moment you reached the bottom of the stairs both of your eyes met the ones of the people you were avoiding so hard lately. It was them, and they saw you, together again.

This won't end well