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19/03/2019

I understand what's coming; i'm not stupid.
Maybe my choices have been pathetic, reckless even?
Regardless, i've tried to change the past but it brings me back to the same fate every-time.

By 2044 i'll be dead, by nothing but the hands of myself driven by the consequences of my own actions, guilt even.

I cant go any further than 2044, that's all i know, the last thing i'll see are trees. So many trees.

I don't die surrounded by those i love, neither do i die happy. For me, this isn't a happy ending. To those i once cared for ill be nothing but a memory, they won't know of my death, well as far as i'm aware they won't.

I suppose my life could be deemed tragic, those who once cared for me will finish feeling that care after new feelings, deplorable feelings take over. I cant blame them; sneaking around for so long; full of deceptions.

Hell, i don't even know if i can trust myself, even my own predictions fail me.

After all, this is my predestined end.

-k.j

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