Parakeets

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[ Stan - Eminem Ft Dido - slowed + reverb] (or the normal one)

Sapnap lay there staring at the ceiling, a harsh rain poured outside hitting against the windows harshly and blowing through the trees.

listening to the soft breathing of Alex beside him, he turned to his side and began staring at the wall.

The walls seemed bare, the night karl walked out they took down all photos including him alex even cut him out of the pictures.

Sapnap dragged himself out of bed and walked to the kitchen he shuffled through the cupboards then realising the one he needed was locked, he shook his head and ripped the lock off with his bare handsome he pulled it open letting the door hit against the other cupboards. He reached in taking out a bottle of wine and a smaller bottle of vodka, he slammed the cupboard shut and walked to the back garden.

He pulled out a fold out chair and sat on it and the rain hit down on him harshly as he threw his head back with every raise of the drinks.

He soon finished the wine bottle and threw it into the forest watching it smash against a tree, he smirked.

He was halfway through the vodka.

Sapnap didn't even bother to finish it he threw it at the same tree the wine bottle hit against watching it erupt into shatters of glass.

He stumbled up and walked to the front door almost tripping over his feet multiple times, he grabbed his car keys from the side and unlocked his car, he got in slamming the door finally free from the rain.

The car smelt bitterly of pine, probably due to the air freshener hanging. He rustled through the side compartment and took out a box of cigarettes lighting one he began smoking, he turned the keys in the car and pulled out of the drive.

Driving was something sapnap actually couldn't stand, he swiped on the bluetooth of the car and called dream.

"Nick it's like 6am over here- that means it's like 1am there" Dream was tired he must've just woken up
"Yknow what dream"
"hm?"
"You're a really bad friend" He slurred
"Sap- are you drunk?"
"Fuck off trying to blame me for everything-"
"No nick- it sounds like you're driving but you're slurring"
"Oh so NOW you care?" Sapnap laughed, it seemed very forced
"Nick what's going on?"
"Do you even know how it feels dream- i can't sleep i can't eat everytime i close my eyes all i hear is that swinging rope in the wind. I cant get it out of my fucking head" Sapnap yelled, he began to speed up

Dream noticed the change in speed from the sound of the engine, he sat up in bed causing george to stir.

"Sapnap just pull over! go home, you're being impetuous!" Dream pleaded
A loud crash was heard causing dream to hell, the line cut off followed by beeps.

"Oh my fucking- holy oh fuck" Dream held his face leaning over the bed feeling as if he was going to be sick.

"Dream what's going on" george rubbed his eyes still trying to process what was happening
"I think nick just crashed his car"
"Oh god- is he alright?"
"I don't know the phone cut off"
"Have you tried calling alex?"
"I don't have his phone number"
"I'm sure he's okay dream, come here" George pulled dream on top of him and wrapped his arms and legs around him

"he's a tarker, he'll get through it" George kissed dreams head as he ran a comforting hand over dreams back.

-

Sapnap began to stir, a ringing through his ear, he wiped his forehead looking back at his hand and seeing blood
"fuck" he grunted, he shifted and began kicking the window until it shattered and he pulled himself out. He looked back at the car, it was completely wrecked he had crashed into a tree.

He heard sirens so shifted into a fox and limped off into the forest making his way home.

Upon reaching the front door he shifted back and stumbled in, Alex was stood in the hallway and just stared, "where the hell have you been!" alex asked he looked over sapnap noticing the cuts and bruises that had began to form
Sapnap shrugged in response.

"Are you hurt? What happened" Alex rushed over
Sapnap mumbled something that alex couldn't quite make out
"are you fucking drunk- sapnap you know how i feel about alcohol in the house"
"i'm sorry"
"Look let's just get you cleaned up"
"Can we call dream first, i said some nasty things"
"You look like death and your first priority is to call dream?"
"mhm"
"fine, just let me clean you up whilst you're on the phone"

It'd been around forty minutes yet dream still cried on george as he held him, george could only hush and reassure, that was until the phone began to ring. Dream practically jumped up running to it, he answered it without hesitation

"Hello?"
"Hey dream"
"Jesus christ nick you scared the shit out of me"
"i didn't mean what i said"
"i don't care about that- are you okay"
"yeah i'm okay"
"i'm glad"
"i was just upset i really didn't mean it"
"you don't have to explain yourself to me, i understand sappy."
"Thank you"
"You're sure youre alright though?"
"i am, i can talk for long but i needed to let you know i was okay and apologise"
"okay, stay safe brother love you"
"love you too brother"

sapnap ended the call and dream threw himself onto the bed "he's okay"
"see, i told you"
"i know, i love you george"
"i love you too idiot" George got comfortable and gestured to his chest and dream took the opportunity to lay his head down to rest.