✮-loop-✮ // DNF

~8

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Clay was sitting on the uncomfortable blue chair in the hospital. He was gazing into the light trying to figure out what to do with George. 

Does he confess?
Never tell him?

Thinking deeper into his thoughts, he got a buzz on his phone. It was the group chat asking about George. Clay called them because they knew that they would be worried. But never more worried than he was. Clay was broken both ways.

 George was his yellow, everything that made him who he is, his soulmate.

Wilbur had answered the call and beside him was everyone else. They all saw Clay's puffy face from all of the crying and how tired he was.

"How is he?"

"What happened?"

Clay signed trying not to cry anymore. He didn't want to seem like a cry baby.

"H-he is in t-the~" Before Clay could finish his sentence, he broke into tears, he couldn't hold it in. Maybe he was being dramatic but he didn't care, he cared about George and his health. Everyone stared at him through the phone watching him breaking down. Clay hung up and breathed in and out slowly to calm himself down.

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It had been a few hours of Clay sitting and arguing with his thoughts whether he will see George again. He tried his best to believe in what he thought. But it was hard, he didn't know any information about if George was okay or not. He started loosing his patience sitting around and waiting.

He stood up and walked over to the receptionist.

"Hello could I please see George Davidson he came in here a few hours ago." Clay mumbled, hard to hear but the lady still heard him.

"Yeah of course, I'll see if someone will let you in." The woman smiled at Clay and walked over onto the other side of the hospital. Clay stood there staring at the wall with tears forming in his eyes. The woman came back a minute later and told Clay he can see him.

Clay followed in her direction holding in his stream of tears. Clay had walked into George's room that he was laying in. As soon as he walked in, he let out a small smile. George was laying peacefully, he was sleeping. With caution, he closed the door and sat himself down next to George. He grabbed his hand placing it on his.

"George I know your still asleep but I love you, and I couldn't literally live without you. My life would be a misery. I don't even know if I will ever be able to tell you when your awake that I love you. Your just so perfect George and I hope you can understand that I will always care and have since the first day. As soon as a saw you my heart shone, I knew it would be hard to get you but somehow we are here, in the hospital. This isn't the best place to tell you that I love you but honestly George I don't care, your the only thing I care about right now. This might seem weird but Georgie, I love you so much you don't even understand. I want to spend the rest of my life with you until we both die. I can't wait for you to wake up and for me to tell you my feelings. Hopefully it wont ruin anything. I love you George sleep tight." Clay let out a few tears and kissed George's forehead.

 He lay his head on George's chest and hugged him. Clay let out a small smile before turning around and heading out. As he turned around, he saw the whole group standing in the room and some people by the entrance.

They all smiled at Clay.

"How much did you hear of that?" Clay said while hiding his face.

"Everything." Tommy smirked and laughed.

Clay rolled his eyes. He saw everyone trying to get comfy in the room and putting all of there stuff down. They all looked behind Clay in shock. Clay looked at them trying to figure out what they were starring at. 

He thought... George. Clay turned his head around in the speed of lightning seeing George with a big smile looking over to Clay.

Holy did he hear me- Clay thought.

He didn't even hesitate and ran up to George giving him the tightest hug he could ever of imagined. His heart sunk in happiness. Seeing George alive and with a smile made him happy. Clay looked over at everyone giving them a death looks to leave the room. They all quickly took there stuff and went out.

Clay took a moment to admire George. Everything about him was so beautiful. He was just so perfect in every way possible. George's smile slowly faded away.

"C-Clay I'm so sorry..." George started with tears flowing down his eyes.

"No George, do not apologize. Never do George. You don't even understand how much I care about you and love you Gogy. I would of never wanted to lose you. If you ever want to tell me anything, go ahead. I will try to help in every way possible. Just remember I love you okay?" Clay smiled at George with tears in his eyes. George burst out in tears. He looked over at Clay, sat up and hugged him. 

The hug felt the best out of the other hugs. It's like both of there pain got squeezed out from the hug and flew away. George pulled away and wrapped his hands around Clay's neck. They both gazed into each others eyes making strong eye contact. Clay broke the silence.

"I should be the one saying sorry, what I did was kind of messed up, I'm sorry if I teased u or made u mad." Clay's tone changed. He sounded more sad but tried to keep smiling. George only smiled and pulled Clay down so he's now cuddling with him. George wrapped his arms around Clay and placed his head on his chest. George felt safe in Clay's arms.

After a while they were both asleep cuddling.

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"Should we go inside and see what's happening in there." Skeppy asked giggling. 

"What if they are fucking?" Tommy kept in his laughter.

"Tommy you can't say that!" Darryl replied. He rolled his eyes and opened the door revealing the two boys cuddling together.

Wilbur, Sapnap and Karl took out there phones.

"Damn, I'm defo using this to blackmail them after" Karl and Sapnap said together. 

Tubbo and Tommy stood there together just laughing together. 

There friend ground was weird, not only weird but they all were supportive about anything. Probably would be weirded out at first but then they would get used to it, depending on what it would be. Your best friends would always be able to tell your soulmate before you. It shows that they care about you and your interests and what you tell them. Whether its platonic or not they will always know. That's why you need someone who will care about you so much like Clay cares for George. Tommy cares for Tubbo. Darryl cares for Skeppy. Alex and Karl care for Sapnap. And Wilbur who cares for Niki. 

Its all friendship. Hopefully never ending. 

(Also when I said Tommy and Tubbo Wilbur and Niki I didn't mean in a shipping way if your wondering <3).