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Shivers flew down his spine. The coldness hit his bare arms giving him goose bumps. The suns light shone into Clay's eyes.  He scanned the whole field still laying down. More pressure got put onto his chest. He looked over and saw the most beautiful person ever. George, he was laying there sleeping peacefully. So much passion and love flew through his heart. He wished so many things with George. He knew they would never happen, although he could try.

"C-clay?" George mumbled, barely awake.

"Morning George!" Clay said smiling. George buried his head into Clay's chest more. He started saying something into his hoodie but Clay couldn't make out his muffled words. 

George started moving around trying to get comfortable in Clay's arms.

"We should go back home Georgie." 

Clay knew himself that he wanted to stay with George forever with him in his arms. But he also knew that would never happen. His feelings were already too strong for him, and staying like this all the time wouldn't help anyways. 

"Clay..." George broke the silence. He sat up and looked at Clay who was still laying on the grass. He took a deep breath before starting to talk.

"W-what.. I-. What happened to Aria." George finally said it after all of the stress and chaos it caused him. His thoughts told him that Clay and Aria were still together and a happy couple. But his heart told him that they weren't and that he has a chance. Clay's eyes widen to hearing that name. He sat up looking at George who was also looking at him. Clay couldn't let any words out, all his body let him do was place his hand on top of George's. He squeezed it smiling at him. Clay took a deep breath.

"Well. She was really toxic so I decided it would be best if I left her, and I did." Clay's smile slowly faded away. His head slowly fell down looking at the grass. His mind told him to look back up to see the most gorgeous thing ever. He listened and looked up. His brain was right, he is looking at the most gorgeous, beautiful and handsome man ever.

I fell to hard for this man- he thought

George's and his eyes connected together. Clay couldn't help but smile again looking at George. He had never felt like this to anyone else, so why his best friend. He thought so many things while looking at George and his facial features.

"Your so beautiful." Clay 'thought.'

"W-what?" George stuttered, eyes widening. He stared at Clay even harder watching every movement he took.

Did I just say that out loud?!
Say bye to our friendship.

"Oh nothing." Clay fake laughed trying to cover up his embarrassment.

"Let's go home now.." Clay said as he stood up. George nodded and followed behind Clay. He looked over at his hands. 

I wish those hands were in mine.- George thought.

As they walked through all of the small hills and ran through the tall grass, they reached the car. George looked at one last glance over at the mountains and placed himself in the car. George looked over at Clay who was starting the car. 

Even looking at him made George literally blow up inside. He was so stunning and caring. He would always look after people with no pressure, always care. He's so precious to George and means a lot even though if he doesn't know it. George felt a warm feeling inside his heart whenever around him. Like a warm pool of love danced around inside of him. He loved the feeling of it, he loved everything that had something to do with Clay. Although it might seem creepy George was just in love, deeply in love.

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"George we are home." Clay said. George took a deep breath and stepped out of the car. He took his phone out of his pocket and looked at the time, 12:59pm. He placed his phone back into his pocket and carried on walking. Clay had already gone inside , he started to panic since he hated being alone outside. Especially in the dark. He quickly opened the door to house rushing in. The door slam shut and the lights turned on in a second.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

"SUPRISE SHAWTY."

"GEORGE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

 He looked over at everyone who was standing holding presents and smiling. He was confused, surely it wasn't his birthday today. Right? He grabbed his phone out of his pocket and checked the date. 1st November, it said. He looked over at everyone and smiled.

"You guys didn't have to you know." George said smiling. He hadn't had something like this in years. The last time he had a birthday surprise party was at his parents house. His last ever birthday there. Tears filled up in his eyes. Not sad tears, but pure happiness.

"Don't cry Georgie." Niki pouted. She placed her present down on the floor and ran up to hug George. Soon enough, everyone else joined in.

thank you.

"I mean you came into the house at the right time, exactly." Alex laughed. George smiled and tried to get out of the hug. He was being suffocated by everyone.

"C'mon we are going to suffocate him." Darryl giggled stepping away. They all stepped away from George and smiled at him. 

"Well I actually have a place we can all go." Clay said. He looked at George and caught him staring. Clay immediately smiled at him, as he stared back. Pure love flew through both of the men.

Clay winked and carried on talking.

"Well so if your going then hurry up and get in the car!" Clay yelled as he ran out of the house. George ran after him laughing, he felt free. Free from all the stress and pain, all of his bad thoughts and everything else.

George panted heavily while he opened the door to the car. He sat down and burst into laughter.

"What's so funny?" Clay said smiling. He was so proud of George, he was smiling and probably happier than ever.

"I-" George couldn't even talk because of how hard he was laughing. Clay wheezed at him. Everyone else soon caught up with Clay and George and got in the car with them. George calmed down a bit but was still laughing through the whole car ride.

"Why is he laughing?" Tommy whispered to Tubbo.

" I don't know." Tubbo whispered back. George's laugh was so contagious he smiled.

George breathed in and out to calm himself, but every time he tried to he just burst into random laughter. Tears were in his eyes from all of the laughing. It was getting hard to breath.

"Georgiee~" Clay whispered in a deep voice. That made George stop laughing in a second. He started blushing and smiling intensively. Many thoughts passed through George's mind. He was so deeply in love but had no way to express his feelings. 

His pure green eyes, blonde locks flying through the wind. His personality was everything to George. He was always so caring and precious. Others always came before himself. And that's one of the things that George loved about Clay the most, him. Just him in general. His sweetness and love.

"Where are we even going!" Skeppy shouted from the back seat.

"Stop yelling." Wilbur added.

"Theme park." Clay answered smiling. He loved seeing George happy. It always made his day no matter if he was sad or already happy, it would always brighten up his day. And that's what he loved about George.

Him.