✮-loop-✮ // DNF

~16

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(A little bit shorter chapter than always I'm sorry but I hope you enjoy and sorry for the late upload. All cuz of school. But ill keep trying to upload daily :)   )

Small rain drops hit the front window. Everything slowly turning blurry and out of sight. Just him and the view. He was getting closer to his destination. The closer the more he panicked. A red light appeared.

George stopped and looked back into the back seat. There was his suitcase laying. After all, he decided he will go back. He still didn't tell Clay or anyone. 

It was 12:46pm. It was pretty dark. The moon was going brighter and more stars appeared every blink you took. It was beautiful. It reminded the night he went stargazing with the whole group. That memory always made him smile. The fun and chaos that happened was never not funny. 

With hesitation, he turned around the corner and reached the neighbourhood. The neighbourhood he is driving to. With this whole situation, George had forgotten about Aria.

 She will probably there and ruin everything like last time. Maybe I ruined it before..

George parked the car slowly into the driveway. He took long and deep breaths before stepping out of the car. He grabbed his suitcase and strolled over to the front door. He didn't even knock. He just walked in not caring.

(You can stop playing music)

"WHO JUST OPENED THE FRONT DOOR SOMEONE IS GOING TO ROB US!" George heard a voice from living room. Out came running Tommy.

"OH MY HOLY SHIT GEORGE!" Tommy ran up to George giving him a hug. From behind him came Sapnap, Karl and Darryl. They all hugged together. A few seconds later down came rushing pairs of footsteps. It was Wilbur, Tubbo, Niki, Skeppy, Alex and lastly, Clay.

"Oh my lord your back Gogy!" Niki squealed with excitement. Everyone started hugging George, except Clay. He stood there at the very back of the hallway just watching. He couldn't do anything better but smile. George soon enough made eye contact with Clay who was staring at him. He let out a small smile and Clay's brightened even more.

Maybe this wasn't a bad idea after all.

After everyone had settled down, they all talked for a while.

"Are you guys up for a movie!" Alex yelled out. Nobody answered but he still started scrolling through Netflix. George sat next to Niki and Sapnap. They both kept whispering stuff to George about Clay but he didn't pay attention. 

Alex and Tommy were fighting about what movie to choose while the others sat there and laughed. George still had random thoughts of going back to his apartment.

Maybe it would be better
safer

"George?

"Horror or thriller?"

"GEORGE!"  Tommy yelled down his ear. He jumped from the sudden movement.

"U-uhm I don- horror." George smiled nervously. He put his face in his hands regretting choosing horror. Honestly, he was terrified of horrors. 

Suck it up George they can't know.

He took a deep breath and they all started to watch. His foot started moving rapidly from the stress that was being caused because of the movie. Without even knowing, a hand was put onto his shaking leg. He thought it was Niki, but it wasn't. It was Clay. George quickly looked back at the movie trying to forget the hand near his thigh.

"I-I'm gonna go to the bathroom." George stuttered.

"No got to tell us." Skeppy laughed. George stood up leaving Clay's hand flop onto the empty sofa seat. He sprinted upstairs locking himself in the bathroom.

What happened?
What is going on
Hand
Thigh
Love
No way he does
Take deep breaths George

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Clay signed. He messed up. Again. 

"Clay what's been up with you lately." Nick whispered over the movie.

"I love him. Nick I love him. Like a lot. George I just can't- h-he-" Clay stopped his words and let out some small tears. The others turned up the movie to block Clay's cries and looked back at him.

"Oh we know. It's so obvious. Take your chance!" Wilbur smiled.

"Take what chance?" Came a voice from the stairs. George had come back from the bathroom. He looked a bit more worse than before. Eyes blood red and cheeks hot red with small blush stains.

"Oh u-uhm.. well-" Nick got interrupted.

"Like a job offer thing. Yeah." Niki smiled nervously.

George nodded in confusion and sat down. He sat closer to Clay. His heart started to beat faster and faster. Like it was going to pop out with love hearts covering it. He was so in love but couldn't express it. Whenever he was near Clay he always thinks of everything that could happen. Every memory, every single moment possible. Future, past anything. Good bad things. But he knew that those things weren't going to happen. They are never going to get married, or and even date.

He was so lost in his thoughts he didn't even realise the movie was over. The first time ever he hadn't cried, screamed or passed out while watching a horror movie. He felt proud of himself for once.

An hour later of talking and eating, George headed to his room. It smelt different than it did before.

Aria.

She was here. In his room.

Talking about Aria where is she? - George thought

He sat on his bed with thoughts of Aria.

Was she still with Clay

Are they in love

Is she here?

Lol obviously they are still together Clay doesn't love you he loves her.

George wanted to ask, but he didn't. He didn't have the confidence or strength to go ask. Instead he lay down on his bed letting out a few tears. He just wanted happiness. All he wanted was to be with Clay, get married, have his parents accept him, and most importantly is be loved.

Not by someone random. Not a stranger. Not his friend. His best friend. Someone who he has had a crush on for months. Months of pain expressed at the same time. It was hard. Really hard for George to cope with Clay. 

He just had to forget and move on?