✮-loop-✮ // DNF

~14

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Lmao I also just realised I've posted 3 chapters today
TW: s*icidal thoughts

"Look how cute he's sleeping. I don't get how Clay isn't in love." Karl said with George in his hand sleeping.

"To be honest, don't get me wrong but. I've known Clay since technically birth and I can tell that he is in love. Not with that bitch upstairs but George. Whenever he is around or near him he always smiles. Like yeah he's smiling because you can and stuff but it's different. It really is. He is in love with George but he is scared that George won't love him back so he is trying to get distracted with that little roach upstairs. I mean Clay is missing out on a lot. Maybe Clay should ask George before going on with some other little son of a-" Sapnap got cut off.

"That's enough Sapnap but your right." Darryl signed.

"They are both in love with each other but don't see it. " Tubbo added on. Wilbur check the time and it was 3:29am. Time has gone by so fast with everyone. Karl placed George on the sofa and they all went upstairs to sleep.

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George woke up from the sudden movement he heard in the kitchen. He rubbed his eyes, noticing he was on the couch. His thoughts randomly appeared back into his heads. Not good ones.

I'd be best if I just disappear
No me, no problems
They won't even notice
I hate it
I hate it
I hate that he doesn't love me back
He never will
I'll never be happy
Ever since that bitch got here it's been worse
I need him
I should just die
All the pain will be gone.

More bad thoughts filled his head. He heard a glass smash in the kitchen, it made George's thoughts fade away and go back into reality. He stood up slowly and walked over to see Clay on the floor picking up the glass. George signed. Clay looked over to George, they both made eye contact for a solid minute.

"Sorry if I woke you up." Clay said still picking up small pieces of shattered glass. The glass was like George's heart, broken.

"It's fine shouldn't you be with your girlfriend." George hated saying that, but he knew it was probably true.

"George what is your problem with her!" Clay yelled.

George stared at Clay. He hesitated.

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU CLAY FOR GOD SAKE!" George yelled. He made everyone wake up. Clay sat there on the floor in disbelief.

"W-what?" Clay said.

George let out a few tears drop out of his eyes and ran out of the kitchen. Clay tried grabbing his wrist but he missed. On the way upstairs George saw everyone standing outside of there rooms confused.

"What are you staring at!" George rolled his eyes. He opened the door to his room and slam it shut. The whole house shook to the slam. George was left in his room in tears curled up. A few minutes went past and someone burst into his room.

"WHY ARE YOU SO LOUD WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!" Aria screamed at him.

"YOU KNOW WHAT. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. JUST GET OUT AND LEAVE ME ALONE. MAYBE LEAVE THIS WHOLE HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK NOBODY WANTS YOU AND YOUR ANNOYING ASS HERE. GET OUT." George screamed. His voice started to croak at the very end. He felt so relieved and like he just lost his voice.

Aria slammed the door and ran back into Clay's room. A minute after George heard a slight knock on his door.

"George are you okay." A soft voice said from the other side of the door. It was Niki.

"I'm fine now leave me alone please." George replied. You could hear he has been crying. Niki signed and walked back to everyone.

(Play music)

George was left alone again with nothing but his bad thoughts. He had to get rid of them. Maybe even get rid of his feelings for Clay. But he couldn't. He was too in love. George just wanted Clay to be his. He wanted to be happy with him. But that ugly ass roach was in the way.

What if I just go back to my apartment?- George questioned to himself.

He signed and agreed it would be the best for him and everyone else. George has barely even been here for more than a week and he's already leaving. He grabbed his light blue suitcases and started packing his things. George picked up his teddy that he got from his sister and hugged it tightly.

After George finished packing, he decided he will write a letter explaining everything. He got out a piece of paper and a pen and started writing.

Hello everyone

I know you guys are probably thinking where I am
I mean you probably aren't but anyways I went back to my apartment
Please don't come looking for me
Just enjoy your weeks without me and hope you don't miss me
I love you guys <3

PS: I took one of the cars sorry ill give it back one day

From
George.

He signed and folded the piece of paper. He looked over at the time and it was now 4am. He still had time to go since nobody was awake. He quietly grabbed his suitcase, bag and walked downstairs. He looked around to see if anyone was there. Nobody was. He hugged the piece of paper and placed it down on the counter.

Searching for the car keys, he found it. He gave the house one last look and walked out the front door. Some tears started dripping down his face without even noticing it. He opened the back on the car putting in his stuff.

After putting everything in he got into the drivers seat and started driving. Many regrets went through his mind, but he couldn't go back now. Surely they are all awake right now?

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Clay had woken up to silence. Aria was still by his side sleeping. He tried not to give her a disgusted look and he stood up. He yawned and walked down the stairs to get a drink. 

Instead, he walked in the kitchen to see everyone surrounding Sapnap who was holding a piece of paper.

"What are you guys looking at?" Clay asked out of curiosity. They all turned to Clay and handed him the letter. Clay stood there reading the letter. As soon as he finished he looked up to everyone with tears in his eyes. He dropped the letter and rushed into George's room hoping it was all a joke. But it wasn't.

George left.