✮-loop-✮ // DNF

~11

Words: 1032
TW: sexual assault

It had been about half an hour of sitting in the limousine laughing talking and singing. They had finally arrived, it was a massive mansion with a gate around the whole place. Beautifully clean and fresh. It was surrounded by red roses and many other types of flowers. They all stepped out of the limousine thanking the driver and walking towards the door.

"What kind of party is this? Formal mode?" George whispered to Clay. He giggled and grabbed George's hand. George hesitated but held Clay's hand as well and walked inside. His touch felt so soft to him. It was everything George wanted.

Soon enough, they were inside. It was full of people wearing dresses and suits. They were in a very spacious entrance. Spiral sets of stairs leading upstairs, everything clean. It smelt like flowers and beauty.

Walking further down through the crowd of people, they all reached a couple. They were very similar looking to Clay. George looked at Clay's facial features and then at the couples, maybe they were his parents.

"Clay! We are glad you came." Said the woman. The man looked over at George and smiled at him, George forced an awkward smile back.

"George this is my mum and dad!" Clay told George while smiling at him. 

Honestly George had never felt any better being with Clay. Feelings his touch against his hand. His smile and his everything is exactly what would complete his life.

"Hi George." Said Clay's dad scanning George up to down. George looked away uncomfortably and walked away with Clay.

"Hey are you okay?" Clay asked the brunette concerned.

"Oh yeah I am, just wondering where is the bathroom?" Clay told George where it was and he followed the lead. He scanned around for the door named 'bathroom' and started turning the door handle, until he felt something touch him. He turned around finding Clay's dad smirking. He grabbed George's ass and smacked it. (Yall don't even know how disgusted I am writing this-) George was about to scream when his mouth got covered with a wrinkly old hand. He started trying to push away but he was too weak.

"Let go!" He mumbled while the hand was still on his mouth. Clay's dads hand started going up George's thigh. George bit his hand and screamed so loud he probably lost him voice. The man slapped George across the face. Upstairs came two pairs of footsteps. It was Clay and his mum.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO GEORGE!" Clay screamed at his dad grabbing George by the wrist and pulling him into a hug. Clay's mum stood there in complete disbelief, she would of never know, her 'HUSBAND' would do something like that.

"You are so disgusting get out of MY house you freak and don't even bother packing anything. JUST GET OUT!" His mum was furious.

George stared at Clay who was comforting him. Clay ran his fingers through George's hair, until he felt a punch across his face. George backed up into the corner of somewhere. He didn't know where but he was far away. Clay rubbed his face, looking back at his finger they were covered with droplets of blood. Clay looked up and his 'dad' was standing in front of him with his fists clenched. Clay didn't even bother starting a massive fight with someone who he thought was his 'dad' who he could trust. But never mind.

Clay's dad smiled and walked out of the door not being seen again. This was defiantly not what Clay planned. He stopped thinking and though about George. He looked around seeing him no where to be found. He looked across a few bedrooms until he reached one. He heard faint sobs coming from inside. 

Slowly opening the door, he found George sitting on the bed with his face in between his legs and arms holding his legs together. Clay ran up to George pulling him into the tightest hug possible. George quickly looked up to see he was in Clay's hug. He smiled and hugged back. Clays force into the hug was slowly removed.

"I'm so sorry George I didn't kno-" Clay got cut off.

"No, it's not your fault don't be sorry. Can we please just get out of here." George begged. Clay knew where him and everyone could go for the rest of the night. Clay nodded helping George up. They both walked out of the room heading downstairs to tell everyone. They all agreed and sat back into the limousine.

"So why are we going back?" Tommy asked. Clay gave him the death stare and slapped him lightly on the shoulder. Tommy rolled his eyes and talked to Tubbo. Clay told the driver where to go and they all headed off.

All of these thoughts started going through Clay's mind.

George will never love me
I have to get over him
Ill date someone to forget about George
That will fix it right?
Dnf will never be real (I CANT LMAO PLS IGNORE THIS.)

Clay was right. He had to get over George, It would never happen. 

About 30 minutes of silence and driving, they had arrived. It was now night time fully dark with many stars in the sky. It was beautiful. Stepping out of the limousine, you could only see hills. Either close or further off into the distance.

"What are we doing here." Darryl asked.

"Stargazing duh!" Clay laughed. He looked over at George, he was so.. Clay no. They all ran onto the top of a random hill. Tommy and Tubbo rolling down the hill. Wilbur, Alex and Karl chasing each other. Which left Darryl, Skeppy, Niki, George and Clay on another hill together admiring the view.

"I'm really happy to have you all!" Clay smiled. He looked at George while saying that but he was too distracted by the sky to even pay attention. Clay signed and looked at the sky. 

Deep purple filled the sky with blue shading. Going darker and darker the more you look at it. More stars appearing everywhere you look.

Clay couldn't help but think. Deep.

Maybe life isn't real
Maybe it's all a loop.