✮-loop-✮ // DNF

~4

Words: 944
TW: Panic attack

Standing there, feeling free, was amazing. But when George and Clay looked at each other it was hard to not laugh. It was awkward.

Not hesitating, George put him arms down and sat at the end dangling his legs off the roof.

"George be careful." 

"Says the one who just stood at the edge of a rooftop barely balancing." George said sarcastically while keeping in his laughter. Clay rolled his eyes and sat down next to George. His heart was beating fast, not because of how close he was to the edge. But because of George. Thinking of him made him blush.

No I'm not even gay- Clay thought to himself.

Sadly, he brushed of those feelings. He looked over at George who was looking down at his legs flopping off the roof.

"Ill be right back George stay here." Clay thought of a plan. He pretended to walk out from the rooftop. 

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Exactly a minute after, Clay sneakily went behind George who was still admiring the view. He could get his eyes of his beautiful brunette hair from the back. He flew back into reality. Clay kept in his giggles. Quickly, he grabbed George's legs from the roof making him flip upside down. George screamed in fear he had no idea what was going on.

"AHHHH- OMG CLAY WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" George screamed at Clay. He couldn't help but start wheezing. Clay could see George was blushing a bit but still freaking out. Clay was wheezing so hard, it was hard for him to hold George's legs. Gently, he put George down onto the roof again. He lay down next to him and smiled.

"I hate you." George rolled his eyes and smirked.

Clay laughed and put his hand on George's. 

What was he doing! This was normal right?

They lay there for an hour, even though it only felt like seconds. Clay grabbed his phone to look at the time.

"Om- George its 7:48am!" Clay quickly sat up looking over at George who was asleep. He didn't want to wake him up, he looked so cute.

In a friend way, right?

He slowly shook George's shoulder waking him up.

"Sorry to wake you up George, but we are late for school." George raised his eyebrows and sat up.

"You know Clay, I wasn't planning on going but since your here, your making me want to go." Clay couldn't help but smile at George. His brown eyes shine in the sun. Caramel drizzled hair. He was just so. Perfect.

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George grabbed everything they took out and went down to George's apartment.

"I just have to grab something I will be right back Clay." George smiled as he walked though the door leaving Clay outside. 

The second he walked in he panicked. He knew exactly what happened, Clay held his hand. It might not seem like a big deal, but to George it was. He kept telling himself not to worry about it and forget. He wanted to make it feel like heaven, but he couldn't it didn't feel right. It was almost like Clay didn't mean it. Well yeah Clay didn't say anything but the hand on George's gave him shivers down his spine. George was now breathing heavily, trying to clam himself down. He ran into his kitchen grabbing a glass of water. Chugging it down, he gasped for air. 

Trying to calm himself down, he remembered Clay was still standing there outside of his apartment. He took one last big breath and he slowly opened the door. He opened the door to seeing Clay stroking his hands through his hair. It was so attractive George couldn't move. The thought of Clay made George freeze in general. Everything about him was perfect. It was like he was meant to be that way.

"O-oh hey George are you ready to go?" Clay stuttered seeing George's face red. George nodded slowly while locking his apartment. 

Whatever George tried to get Clay out of his head, he couldn't.

They both reached the car and got in. The whole car ride to school was George's thoughts.

Clay Clay Clay and just Clay.

Suddenly, Clay broke the silence. "So George, some of my friends that I used to live with for like a month, well they are all coming to Florida and moving in to our school next week." 

"O-oh that's cool, what are there names?" George thought. What if one was a girl Clay likes.

"Well so we have, Sapnap, Alex, Karl, Darryl, Niki, Tommy, Tubbo, Wilbur...." The names kept going and going. It was like never ending. George's eyes widened to the amount of people Clay had mentioned.

"Holy- omg wow Clay how do you know so much people!" George was still shocked about the amount.

"Well if you didn't know I'm a Minecraft streamer and I met most of them from streaming." Clay smiled giving George a glance then turning back at the road.

George smiled and nodded.

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They had reached school really late. But to George he didn't care, all he cared about was that he was with Clay. He always made his heart warm. And his big bright smile was so contagious, every feature about him was just amazing.

Walking into the school, Clay had noticed something. He saw the people who made fun out of George for being gay. He angrily looked away grabbing George by the wrist pulling him away fast.

"Sorry Georgie it's just those people who made fun out of you were there." Clay slowly let go of George's wrist rubbing it to show he didn't mean to hurt him.

George only smiled and they both walked into there 2nd period.