What Am I Doing Wrong?

Different Mind-set . . .

My look on life will never again be the same. I didn't care about everybody else's feelings and what they were going through. Like I don't want to hear about your drama, I have my own stuff to deal with. But now I want to hear about the struggles that other people face because I see them as strong beings for making it through tough times. I support other people by all means when they change their bad ways, after all I know how difficult it can be. To me that is an amazing testimony, no matter how small. It takes so much courage for someone to just wake up one day and decide to change their ways. I applaud you! I welcome anyone to walk with me on my journey of self discovery and of learning more about God. I am open to guidance at any and every moment. Too many people could not keep up the waves that I am making, but what they don't understand that it is all God.

I would not even be alive if it wasn't for His love for me.

I am proud of anyone and everyone who made the choice of letting go of everything that is keeping them from walking by faith. I would encourage people out there to find someone trust worthy whom they can share their

story with. I know that it is not easy to trust anyone these days but trust me you would feel a million times better if you do share. Trust me I have been there. If you have no one to speak to, then speak to God. He understands you more than anyone else ever will. Everybody has a different journey to travel, but it all leads to the same detonation. If you pay attention, it should lead you to God. Just keep you heart and mind open.

Look I have been through so much and when I look back I can't believe that I let myself go through all of that pain. But now I am a better stronger person. It's hard when you are trying to tell someone your story but they only listen to judge you. I suggest you find someone who has also been through tough times and know what it is like to struggle. Someone who wont go and tell everybody about you stuff. Someone you know very well and you know their history. Someone who is mature enough to not to judge you. I have developed the kind of mind-set where I don't care what people think and say. As long as I know what path I am on and what it's taking me to get there. So basically, do what makes you happy knowing that God would approve.