In a world where you are only good enough for what you do for the next person, how do you do good for someone when you are scared of being taken for advantage? Sometimes it feels like I'm going to have a good day, then everything falls apart again. Like can I not just have one good day to give me strength and and hope to carry on. I feel like I have forgotten what it was like to smile. Worst part is the fact that I hate people being in my business, and but they always seem to get involved. People always throwing shade my way... I feel like I'm going to lose it some day very soon. I don't know myself anymore. I am falling apart day by day. And I don't know how to stop myself from falling apart and staying sane. I don't know how to stop myself from getting upset at stupid things that would usually be small enough for me to laugh it off.
I don't even know how to control my emotions. One minute I'm so happy and then the next my mood is spoiled the whole day and I don't even know how it happened most of the time. I am not even sure when I will experience this feeling again. When I am happy it's the type of happiness that can't ever be faked, and I love it. But what scares me is the fact that I never know how long it's going to last.
Sometimes people come into your life for a reason. You might not understand it at that time, but watch closely and you will see everything unfolding. You lose some and you win some. When you make a choice you need to make sure to follow through with it. You not just proving a point to yourself but also builing a strong foundation for everyone who look up to you.
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Short StoryThis is a true life story about all the challenges one faces in life told by a 27 year old woman. Everything from family issues, to relationship stress. Depression and dealing with work related anxiety. How God stepped into her life and sent her a p...
