I find it hard to find the words to express myself. I have been feeling some type of way, I am tired. But not the type of tired that sleep is able to fix. I don't know if this makes sense but I am mentally tired. And some how it is affecting my body. I try working out but it does not seem to help. And trying to tell people how I feel just leaves them confused. Lately I have been struggling to sleep. Because of that I have been getting irritated at the smallest things. Getting irritated at people who are only around to make me feel better. People who I usually love being around.
Does not matter how much sleep I get I still wake up tired. . . Haven't had much time to write lately there has been too many things happening all at once. My mental well being has been tested on levels I never knew possible. I have slowly been caving in and my past has been catching
up. I have been feeling like I am not good to the people around me. I have been picking fights that are completely unnecessary . Fights that I don't even understand or know what sparked it at times. I should have gone for the counselling when I told me to go to. But because I was hurting so much and everything was still so fresh, I couldn't get myself to go. My relationships with the people close to me have been deteriorating, sometimes these
things happen to make you see who is there to stay and who will move on the moment they get a chance.
I have always enjoyed being alone. . . but sometimes I love having my loved one's around me. I just need someone is willing to listen to me venting without judging me. I know what is right I just need to be angry or sad for a bit and then I will be okay...
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What Am I Doing Wrong?
Storie breviThis is a true life story about all the challenges one faces in life told by a 27 year old woman. Everything from family issues, to relationship stress. Depression and dealing with work related anxiety. How God stepped into her life and sent her a p...
