So some of you might be aware that I have depression and FOMO. If you don't then let me tell you a little story...
Once upon a time a girl named Elodie was going to a new school. She had been at the same school since kindergarten and grown up the people around her. She had even made her best friends at that school. But 6th grade was different. She had to go to a new school.
There were a few problems though. The girl was very weird and had been bullied at her previous school for it. Now she had to go to a new school were almost all the kids already knew each other.
To make things worse her former best friend but now enemy B2 (see previous chapters to understand) was also going to the new school. Elodie was screwed.
Things were, as she expected, very tough at the new school. Everyone seemed nice at first but she soon saw there true, horrible and mean, colors. Later in the school year she learned that B2 had been telling people lies about Elodie, saying she was a horrible person and had said and done many horrible things to B2.
To make things even worse all of Elodie's best friends from her old school got to see each other every day. Every time Elodie hung out with them she felt farther and farther away from them. They had new inside jokes and had all these experiences with each other that made Elodie even more distant.
Things in her life were not to swell either but that's a story for another time.
Anyways, Elodie fell into the swimming pool of depression. When COVID-19 hit she plunged into the depths of the ocean of depression. There was no way out.
She lied to her parents about school. She didn't do her assignments. She didn't go outside or play music anymore. She didn't sing or dance unless she had to. She wanted to just lie in her bed until she no longer existed.
In summer things got better. Her parents were no longer mad at her for lying. Her friends got to see each other just as much as she got to see them. She was looking for a new school to go to for 7th grade. But she never really got over her depression.
So now it's March, 2021 and she is lying again. Her friends are back in school seeing each other. She feels pressured even more to be perfect. Her FOMO is worse. She wants to do better but she can't. She starts scratching herself and crocheting until her hands are raw and achy. She is back in full swing depression and there is no way out.
The End...
For now at least.
So today I told my parents about my depression!!! They're getting me a counselor!!!!! I'm so excited!!! I also get to go back to in person hybrid school before April 1st!!!!!!!
Also my conference is in 13 minutes. And I am going to be murdered. AHHHHHHHH LIFE IS POINTLESS IF I'M JUST GOING TO BE MURDERED BY MY MOM FOR LYING TO HER!!!!!!!! I PROMISED I WOULDN'T LIE TO HER EVER AGAIN BUT............well you know......I lied to her......again.
WHAT DO I DO PLEASE HELP! ACKKKKKKKKKK!!!
Question: Do you like or dislike parent teacher conferences? Why or why not? Do you think we should get rid of them?
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Question 11 of the LGBTQ+ comment challenge (since I can't and others can't we will not be doing question 10): Top 5 favorite books?
My answer:
1. Percy Jackson (includes PJO, HOO, and TOA)
2. Kiranmala and the Kingdom Beyond (3 books in the series)
3. Emily Windsnap (8 books in the series)
4. The Valiant book series (3 books)
5. Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard (3 books in the series)
Disclaimer: Yes I do like the Harry Potter books. I like many other books than those 5. I just tried to list books that are less known or I absolutely and utterly LOVE them! *cough cough* Percy Jackson *cough cough*
