I came out to Evadne and I was left with a broken heart :'((convo word for word. if it's in the () then its my thoughts or commentary)
Me: Um, can I tell you something?
Her: Sure
Me: I've been trying to tell more people so I can hopefully tell my parents
Her: Okay. If you need me to keep it a secret I will.
Me: I'm omniromantic and asexual
Her: Okay. (WTF?! Okay.?)
Me: So how should I tell them?
Her: *Sends 30 second voice mail talking about how I should tell them when we're all at home and calm and how they will love me no matter what and all that stuff*
Me: You probably don't know what omniromantic is
Her: I actually do. My cousin educated me on different identities.
Me: Really?! That's really great!
Thanks for the advice
It will really help a lot
Her: It mans being attracted to everyone. Like, sort of. I don't know the perfect example, but yeah
Me: Yeah basically that's it
Her: I am straight, (*SOBS! WORLD CRUMBLES! HEART BREAKS! HAS MENTAL BREAKDOWN!*) but, I've read about how hard to come out and you are so strong and amazing. (*sobs more cause she's only making my heart break worse by being so kind*)
Me: Thank you so much for your support
You don't know how much it means to me
Her: Everyone deserves someone they can come to if they need to help getting to have an objective opinion. And you're my friend Elodie, (friendzone made apparent *sobs some more*)
I'll always help you if you stick up for you if you need that. (confuse me more why don't you lol *sobs some more*)
Me: Thank you 😊
What would I do without friends like you
Her: And don't worry, I won't tell anyone. My lips are sealed.
🤐Me: Thanks lol
Her: 😃
Me: I gtg
I'm going on a walk with the dogs!
Her: Okay. Have fun!
Me: Thank you a million times for being there and supporting me through this all 😊
Baii!
Her: Talk to you later! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'll be here!
*SOBS* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE'S STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE WORLD IS ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL HER SUPPORT AND KINDNESS ONLY MADE ME LIKE HER MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY?????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HELP ME PLZ! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW! MY HEART IS BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I'M GOING TO SEE HER IN A FEW HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Question: Have you ever been indirectly rejected by your crush? Has what happened to me ever happened to you in some form? Why is the world so cruel?!
Question 13 of the LGBTQ+ comment challenge: Favorite movie genre?
My answer: Japanese Animation! That's all that is needed to be said! Now I'm going to go hide in my closet and cry for eternity :') *sobs quietly in closet*
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