My Not So Secret Diary!

1 of 3

I know I've been gone for a while so this chapter is going to be split into three!

Chapter 2 will be all about Ali!

Chapter one table of contents:

1. PRIDE

2. Troll

3. Me and my stupid brain

4. Why world why

1. HAPPY PRIDE Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!  I can't wait to celebrate! It's my first pride being out to my parents as Omni! Sadly not ace tho... But anyways that's great! I'm very very very excited yeeeeeeee!

TW mention of killing and transphobia

2.

I. Have. Been. Trolled. Four. Freaking. Times!

I reported and deleted and muted everything I could but it's not enough. I'm being harassed. And hated on. These accounts are the same person I think tho. They join and within probably the first 4 hours, post a mean and transphobic comment on my chapter Adam saying that "she" should and will kill "herself". Then they post a mean message to my feed. I'M SICK OF IT!

UGHHHHH!

3.

So I keep saying stupid weird things and then jumping from the conversation like WEEEEeeeeeeeee!!!!!! The other day I met the person Boat right? She said something about how she's scared of sitting on her knees cause it makes them go numb. And I was all like "I sit on my knees all the time and my knees go numb!" Then she was like, "I broke everything in my knee a year ago" and I was just all "oh that's not good". There was absolute silence and I left the discord voice chat we were on. I felt so stupid and silly ughhhhhh.

4.

I AM SO STUPID! I seriously told my friends, my cousin, my friend, and my parents that Alina was trans. She's not out to anyone except me and her other friends yet. It was never my place to tell anyone at all. She is the one who should control when, why, where to tell who she wants! I feel like such a horrible friend and person for not realizing sooner that I'd fucked up bad. (sry for swearing but it's the only was that i could express how truly bad I feel for it).

Questions: When was one time you messed up super bad. ARE YOU AS AWKWARD AS ME???? How was your day?