to the limit [{spencer x reader}]

chapter 5: alaska

A/N: are yall more comfortable with warnings before chapters cause I don't like them cause I think they spoil it for me but lmk if you want em.

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your alarm blaring in your ears is what woke you up. you groaned as you turned off your alarm. all the fuzzy memories came flooding back in and normally you would text cat right away but you cut off all contact with her on your 3rd month with the team she freaked out and didn't want you hanging out with anyone on the team especially penny, you tried to calm her down but she wouldn't and was getting out of hand until she told you not to contact her if you stay with them so you blocked her on everything. you just got out of bed and hopped in the shower. you had your hair in a bun and washed your body carefully making sure you don't get your hair wet. 5 minutes later you got out of the shower and looked in the mirror. it looks like I fucking strangled myself. fuck, turtle neck it is. you put on a turtle neck and some dress pants, flats, and light makeup. you curled your hair and left to go pick up spencer. he swung open the door.

"I don't need a ride." he said coldly and pushed past you to leave and lock the door.

"what happened?" you said, following him down the stairs, struggling to keep up with his long ass legs.

"what happened is this" he gestured between the two of you. "lesson is over." he stormed down the stairs, by the time you caught up to him his car was driving off. "fucking harry"

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you got in the office before the rest of the team and got to work.

"y/n! y/n! last night I had the craziest dream!!!! so we were at the bar we were at last night and harry styles was there!" Garcia screamed.

"that wasn't a dream" you said not even bothering to look up from your paperwork. you really weren't in the mood to celebrate the thing that ruined the one thing you were actually excited for.

"not even the-"

"nope, nope all real" you snapped. poor penelope's face dropped. "i-i am so sorry pen I didn't me-" you started feeling really sad about loosing it with pen.

"no its ok I understand." she smiled and walked out of the bullpen. you sighed and ran your fingers through your hair. spencer started mumbling something.

"I'm sorry what?" you snapped your head up to look him in eyes.

"i said, do you kiss harry with that mouth?"

"shut the fuck up reid." you spoke loudly. you got up and rushed to penny's office. on the way up from your desk you bumped into derek, you muttered a small sorry and continued to garcia's office.

"woah whats the matter with y/l/n?" derek asked spencer.

"don't know don't care." spencer said and you scoffed at his words. you knocked on penelope's door.

"hey pen, i am so sorry that i snapped at you, i-im just having a rough morning but still that doesn't give me the right to take it out on you." you apologized deeply, and she turned around.

"its ok babe seriously i understand." she gave you a comforting smile, and you let out a breath you didn't know you were holding in.

"i have to get back to work ill probably swing by during lunch, bye red." you left her office in a need for coffee. you started making your coffee and called me.

"hi mer"

"hey y/n, whats up?"

"uh, well you remember the thing with spencer?"