to the limit [{spencer x reader}]

chapter 8: no emotion

you woke up and it was dark outside. you looked around and saw that you were in comfy clothes and then you looked at the time. "WHAT THE FUCK!" you screamed when you looked and saw that it was 7 pm the next day.

"wha- whats wrong y/n?" spencer said coming into your room.

"YOU LET ME SLEEP UNTIL 7 PM THE NEXT FUCKING DAY! I HAVE SHIT TO DO!" you yelled at him. you pushed past him to wipe off the makeup that was smeared across your face.

"you looked like you needed it." he replied with a smirk.

"I didn't need it that much that I misses a whole fucking day" you scowled at him.

you walked out of the bathroom and started collecting spencers things. you put it in his arms and pushed him into the hallway and slammed the door on him.

"y/n let me back in" spencer pleaded from the other side of the door. you ignored him and put on some clothes and shoes. you went to the door and let him in then left. 

you went to the elevator and saw spencer trying to make it in then failing. you walked to the grocery store around the corner and bought a chocolate cake and a giant bottle of seltzer. you walked to the park near by and sat down on the swings and called mer.

"never let be drink around my co workers" you opened the cake.

"what did you do?"

"i told them about my dad and laughed about it then spencer took me home, undressed then dressed me, and let me sleep until 7 pm! now i am eating a cake in a park all alone" you screamed into the phone.

"so why are you pitying your self and  you are eating a cake in a park. why?"

"because he was in my apartment and he didn't know about my dad and i just didn't feel like being there so i bought a cake, a drink, and a variety pack of utensils and i plan to stay here for a while."

"no. stop acting like a little bitch because that's not who you are. stop running from your problems and face them! don't get all sad because people know what you have been through because they were going to find out either way so get your ass up, stop stress eating because you will get fat, go home and if spencer is there talk and as for the rest of your team you will talk to them when you have work!"

"but mer" you whined.

"i will send one of my interns there to kick your ass because i am in surgery."

"wha- so a whole o.r. just heard this." 

"haha yeah. are you really eating a cake right now alone in a park?" alex laughed.

"shut up alex. at least i didn't date a psycho pregnant married lady." 

"wh- you dated a married lady" a young voice said.

"y/n stop ruining karev's relationship and get your ass up." mer said.

"ugh i hate you"

"bye love you more" she said then you got the dial tone.

you took a few more bites of cake then you saw a whole group of people walked towards you.

"hey girl genius" one of them came into the light and you saw that it was derek. 

"der- what are you doing here?" you were shocked to see him.

"we all just wanted to talk." he said and the rest of the team came out. some took seats on the swings beside you and others sat on the playground area.

"listen im sorry for what i said yesterday and how i said it. i was drunk and that case brought up bad memories that I've pushed down for so long." you twiddled with your fingers.