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also apologies for any bad grammar and spelling mistakes, this is my first story i've done so i'm still getting used to it. Thanks to everyone who's read so far!
——————————————————————————-" Hi Nikki it's me again...just wanted to wish you a happy birthday...talk soon " I hang up the phone cringing at myself. I told myself i'd stop calling but it just didn't feel right not to leave him a birthday wish. I'm surprised I even got to make that call Jon has been blowing up my line and leaving messages begging me to answer. I don't care that it was a minor fight, nobody accuses me of cheating.
I decided to put up my christmas decorations to lift my spirits. It's always been my favourite time of year, it's my favourite but definitely the loneliest. Not many people know this about me but I was adopted by my aunt. My mother passed away when I was two. Shortly after giving birth to me she developed breast cancer and she just deteriorated from there. And as for my father I never knew who he was. Maybe that's why I relate to Nikki in a way. But I guess it is worse developing a relationship with them and then them bailing. Since my mother passed I never got to ask her about my father, was it a one night stand thing and he didn't know she was pregnant or did he know and wanted nothing to do with me. I tell myself I can't be mad at unanswered questions because it will just eat you alive. I prefer to focus on the positives. My aunt is the most amazing woman on earth. She was always so supportive of me and my career. She helped me get started here in LA. She lives in Oregan which is where I spent most of my life until I came here and met Emi at a dance studio. Which reminds me to call Emi.
" Hey Em! how you feeling? " I stand by the phone, they should really make wireless phones.
" I feel like a whale , i'm huge can't do anything....I can't even tie my own laces " she laughs.
" And now Mick has Nikki's birthday party tonight so i'm left on my own " she sighs.
" Wait Nikki's having a party...I wasn't invited " Ouch.
" Oh well he didn't organise it....Brandi did and we all know she's not your biggest fan "
" True.....um hey how about we hang out later...I have some news to tell you and no i'm still not pregnant before you ask " I could hear her about to take a breath, damn woman wants me pregnant too.
" Yeah sure you can come here we can rent a movie and eat ice cream to our heart's content " I smile.
" It's a date " I hang up the phone.
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" wait so you dumped him ! " she says with ice cream around her face.
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