part 85

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I've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks —————————————————————————

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I've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks
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Nikki hasn't talked to me in two days. It's not like I haven't tried to speak to him either cause I have....he just ignores me. Anytime I walk into a room he walks out, he even is sleeping in the spare room.

I've cried every night since, regretting my actions of walking out and not just confronting him. I didn't mean to hurt him which is the worst part because I know I really have.

I haven't stopped thinking about what he said. About speaking to a wedding planner because he didn't want to stress me out. My heart aches, Nikki i'm so sorry.

" He's still not speaking to you ? " Emi questions sitting down in the living room.

She came over to see Decker, Nikki wasn't here when I woke this morning, Emi says him and the guys have some meetings this week. Good to know.

" No and i've tried Em i've really tried, he just is being so stubborn " I sigh.

" Soph i'm your best friend and i'm gonna be honest with you...he's not being stubborn. You really hurt him he was trying to do something nice " she admits and i feel taken aback.

" Yeah I know that Emi but come on what was I meant to think it sounded so suspicious, what would you have done huh " I say running my fingers through my hair.

" Well for starters I wouldn't run away " she doesn't hesitate with that one. I hang my head knowing she's right.

" I don't know why I done that I panicked "

" I just think a lot of this could have been avoided if you didn't leave the house and go missing for awhile" I nod in response feeling defeated.

" What am I going to do Emi " I start to cry. I know typical me crying again.

I'm so worried in honesty, I don't know what he's thinking or feeling. Did I ruin everything.

I look at Decker who's in his bouncy chair. I'm sorry precious boy.

" Look I have an idea " she says resting her hand on mine.


Nikki's pov

I bounce my leg as the guys voices fade in my head. I can't concentrate. I've had no sleep the last couple of nights.

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