Jin's POV
fat
ugly
useless
not attractive
that what's always running through my mind everyday, every time Hoseok my boyfriend go out for work I always drink this tea where I can lose weight and not eat for the day
I still cook but only for dinner and when its time to eat Hoseok will ask me "why are you always eating first without me?" Every time I told him I already ate without him
and now Hoseok are getting suspicious and told me "Jinnie why do you wear over size sweaters? Are you hiding something from me?" And I always reply "its nothing honey"
I can't continue to lie to my boyfriend, he'll get mad af when he knew that I'm starving myself
"Jinnie I'm home!" I flinch at my boyfriend's loud voice, I run down stairs and jump on him and he catch me instantly but frown
"why do you weight like this? as Far as I remember you're a bit heavy but not too heavy" he said and I pouted and he walk us to the living room
He let me sit on his lap while looking at me "Why in the world you weight like nothing?" He ask with his soft voice "I...I didn't starve myself" I lied "Then why do you weight like nothing Jin? Tell me" he use his stern voice
"fine! I look so fat and ugly! I don't look good at every clothings I have, people call me Fat and useless, I.. I just want to lose weight very fast!" I said
He sighs and hug me tight "Jin, its not their body, if they body shame you don't mind them. Its not their body remember that, Its yours and they can't change that, you are not fat nor ugly or useless, and if they hate you always remember I love you also all of our friends, we love you so much, so please don't do this again" he said still hugging me
I feel like tearing up so I pull away from the hug and I saw him crying "I'll stop" I smiled at him and he smile "I love you"
"I love you too Hobi"
author's pov
after that day Jin came back to his old weight and didn't mind those people and live his life with his Sunshine, Hoseok
