Short sad one
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"Yoongi? " Namjoon called his boyfriend, he's worried about his boyfriend... It's been 4 days since he saw the older
The lights on Yoongi's studio home is lit up making him think that the other is still awake
But in the morning, the lights is still on, which Yoongi never do.. Yoongi always shut it when sunlight rise
"Yoongi?" Joon again called
"I'll go and enter" Namjoon said as he slowly hold the knob and twist it open
He slowly push the door, he expected to see Yoongi on his office chair, headphones in, all focus on the music he's doing
But instead, he saw him laying on the couch, a bottle of sleeping pills are on the floor, some pills are out of the container and some are on Yoongi's hands
His eyes widen and run to his boyfriend and shake his.... Cold body
Namjoon knows that if a person this cold is dead
"Hyung?" Namjoon's eyes started to get teary as he push away the pills and hugged the older
"Hyung" he sobbed on Yoongi's cold body
He look up at his hyung's pale face then his eyes caught a folded paper on the side of the couch, laying there
He quickly grab it and open it
"Hi Joon... If you're reading this... I'm sure I'm gone now, I love you so much Joon, more than anyone, more than my abusive parents and more than my friends, you're my everything and you're my home, you're the person I can rely, you're the person I want to live with till I get old and weak. I want to marry you and we'll adopt dogs because you like dogs.. But now I'm tired, I'm tired of everything, not on you of course, it's just... Everything that I do is I think is wrong, I did everything on my will to do my best but yet people still don't appreciate it... You wanna know the truth baby? I stopped drinking my pills for depression... My depression went worse than I thought but I still act like I'm fine. I'm not. Please Joon, my lovely Joon, hyung is tired.. Please let me rest
On our next life, I'll look for you and make sure I'm mentally stable, I love you so much Joonie, I really do"
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Ahhh I hope they meet in their next life
Y'all, also a friend of mine message me earlier, sending me a picture of a group chat, which I think they made and without me.... And one of them talked about me then un sent the messages, y'all I can't sleep knowing that I might did something wrong to that person.. Help
